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Acceptance

by Hospital For Souls 3/30/2014

written by Hospital For Souls

Every single day I am closer to my death.
Now this may sound natural to all of you.
But preparing your noose isn’t.
Preparation for death isn’t natural.
We weren’t made to accept death so why has my mind told me that I can now?
I prayed for strength – instead I got open wounds along my arms.
I asked for forgiveness – instead I got abandoned by the people I love the most.
Everybody knows that I am just one bad day away from suicide.

The worst part?

They’ve thrown me into the past.

RIP Me.

May my […]

3/30/2014 0 comment

You don’t have anything to give…

by RadiantLight 3/17/2014

written by RadiantLight

You are a weak soul and bring no happiness. You live your life, eat, sleep, talk, yet your life is in vain because you give no love. You are empty. Just kill yourself.

[what others tell me]

3/17/2014 6 comments

Thanks gang!

by tbd 3/17/2014

written by tbd

I originally joined this site last fall during a very dark spell. I found myself wanting to encourage others, particularly younger folks, who I feared were discouraged and without hope. Then I lost my “remembered” login password, and when I had it, I couldn’t login because the site was unavailable.

But, here I am again. I know this site can be a good place to vent or bare ones soul, and I hope it is frequently used for that, rather than a last plea for help, because … it’s the f—— Internet, and we can’t give one another a hug, or look into […]

3/17/2014 2 comments

Spiritually

by vanitati 3/17/2014

written by vanitati

I feel as though my soul is finished here in my current form. I believe that we are conscious beings born to learn lessons on earth that our souls can use to grow. It grows through experience and thought. My conundrum is that from all the lives before, we have all lived many a time and our souls have learnt from these lives. We have been rich, we have been poor. We have loved and we have lost. Every lifetime our souls learn something it has not felt before.

My thought on this life is that my soul has competed it journey. In this life […]

3/17/2014 2 comments

Goodbye World

by shatteredhopes 3/17/2014

written by shatteredhopes

My mind says no,

my soul says yes.

I just want to end my life,

which method is the best?

My mother is oblivious of the things going through my head.

As much as everyone loves me,

I know I’m better off dead.

I used to sing my heart out,

I used to have a “stage.”

I used to belong,

then I realized I didn’t really have a place.

My friends can’t see that I’m in so very deep.

They say I’ll be okay,

I just cry myself to sleep.

I know that someday I’ll never need to weep,

because I’ll be dead, instead of being a useless human being.

3/17/2014 6 comments

Miss Me

by bayareaguy 3/14/2014

written by bayareaguy

Miss me but let me go
When I came to the end of the road and the sun has set for me.
I want no rites in a gloom filled room, Why cry for a soul set free. Miss me a little–but not too long, And not with your head bowed low.
Remember the love that we once shared, Miss me— but let me go.
For this is a journey that we all must take, and each must go alone.
It’s all a part of the Master’s plan, A step on the road to home. When you are lonely and sick of heart, Go to […]

3/14/2014 5 comments

After all these Years

by lostandconfused17 2/4/2014

written by lostandconfused17

Why after all of these years must these thoughts return?

The dark urges screaming for pain,

Begging for the split skin and spilt blood.

Purifying my soul.

Why after all of these years have they returned?

The voices screaming silently in my head,

Screeching their displeasure at my joy.

Burying my pain.

Why after all of these years must they be heard?

The drip, drip of blood spilling on tile,

The scent of it rising in the air,

To cleanse my mind.

2/4/2014 0 comment

Life is not forever – Life is not for everyone –

by sacstate89 1/29/2014

written by sacstate89

I’ve been a shy person most of my life. It was when I entered college that I felt outgoing for the first time in my life. I’ve always thought my shyness came from an underlying fear of losing someone that I know (i.e. a friend, family member, etc.) My first experience with loss was when I was 5 years old. My brother was only 18 years old and died from a drowning accident. More recently, this past December 12th, I lost my mother. What bothers me the most about my mother’s passing is that her cause of death is unknown. The autopsy reports should be […]

1/29/2014 6 comments

Frayed

by __D__ 1/25/2014

written by __D__

Another day, another page

Counting down

Another tear, another fear

Coming to an end

My book is worn and frayed

Focusing only on mistakes I have made

I can’t help but cry

The scars run so deep

Just like a river

Tears bring me to sleep

Behind this smile

is an empty soul

Behind these eyes

coloured charcoal

Behind every word

Behind every thought

Behind every scar

Worthy of life I’m not

To be loved is earned

To be forgiven is yearned

To be rejected is pain

To be forgotten…

Like a midsummer rain…

1/25/2014 2 comments

What Have You Become?

by Thesuicidalfreak 1/21/2014

written by Thesuicidalfreak

Why shouldn’t I take all these pills? They stare at me with open arms and take my pain away. My weak soul is tempted beyond measure. I canâ€™t break this habit, I’ve been trying for nearly 3 weeks, but my relapse seems to be nearing. But relapse to me is just repeating my old habit. I’ve tried to be strong but my mind is very weak, I rely on these tiny capsules.

I am holding them in my hand now, large and tiny, different brands of who knowâ€™s what. This is what I have become.

What Have you All Become? Please Comment.

1/21/2014 13 comments

Unyielding Sorrow

by lilbird 1/20/2014

written by lilbird

Something akin to a smoker with no cigarettes

a junky with no junk

My soul is unsatiated, a hollow heart for a friend.

This pain is ongoing, unending, unyielding, unceasing

Carving away at an already empty vessel.

If this body could lie down and never awake

If this soul could fly up and out and on

Into the darkness

The vast darkness.

There is comfort in an enveloping never ending darkness

A place with no pain.

1/20/2014 1 comment

Attempts to relate – iv

by quaero 10/8/2013

written by quaero

THUS SPOKE ZARATHUSTRA

THE TREE ON THE HILL

Zarathustra’s eye had perceived that a certain youth avoided him. AndÂ as he walked alone one evening over the hills surrounding the townÂ called “The Motley Cow,” behold, there he found the youth sitting leaningÂ against a tree, and gazing with wearied look into the valley.Â Zarathustra thereupon laid hold of the tree beside which the youth sat,Â and spoke thus:

“If I wished to shake this tree with my hands, I should not be able to doÂ so.Â But the wind, which we see not, troubles and bends it as it tilts. We areÂ sorest bent and troubled by invisible hands.”

Thereupon the youth […]

10/8/2013 2 comments

Your Perspective

by drowninginsorrow 4/24/2013

written by drowninginsorrow

Her mother has six children, five girls and one boy. She is second oldest in line. The oldest sister does nothing to help the family, never steps up to her place to aide the mother in raising up the children. There is no father around, though the boy does not step up and take the mans place like he should, protecting the women and girls. She has been taking care of children since she was 6, feeding them, bathing them, getting up every 2 hours for a bottle. She had grown tired but does not complain for she knows her mother must appreciate it somehow… […]

4/24/2013 1 comment

A philosophical question

by Engie 11/29/2012

written by Engie

OK, I have a question. Yesterday, im-worthless made a post called “The other side” asking what people thought about the afterlife. I responded saying no one knows, but there is no logical reason based on what we do know about consciousness to think it’s anything other than eternal oblivion.

Now, I’m sticking by what I said then. That said, this does raise a number of other philosophical questions that have really been troubling me for years.

I’m very evidence minded, and I find the believability of a claim is closely linked to the strength of the evidence supporting it. If there is no evidence for something, it […]

11/29/2012 9 comments

Wanting and Needing

by Abselom 11/21/2012

written by Abselom

Whats the differnce between wanting and needing?

You need food, water and air.

You want nice things, espensive toys, amazing cars.

What do I want?

I want you. I want your life to stay.

Your soul, Your heart, Your body here with me.

Untill the day we are both meant to go.

Not for either of us to die before we have really lived.

What do i need?

I need you. I need your life to stay.

Your soul, your heart your body here with me.

Untill the day we are both meant to go.

Not for either of us to die before we have really lived.

What I want, and what I need, are the same thing.

It’s […]

11/21/2012 1 comment

Forfeit

by breaking_the_cycle 5/2/2012

written by breaking_the_cycle

A chain made of halos from fallen angels binds me to the darkness

An existence subdued by the malignance that stalks from within

The pain envelops me, wringing out these last few drops of hope

Unspoken torment feasts on the binding of my soul

Shadows lurking in the corners of my mind, undetected, waiting for my weakest moment

The assault, like a flame to paper, is instant and unforgiving

That bright flicker soon gives way to the smoking ash of defeat

The remnants of my rumination scatter in the wind

The ghost of a breath, […]

5/2/2012 4 comments

Fading Pictures of the life that i once loved.

by Kanedamikami 1/3/2012

written by Kanedamikami

I dont know anymore what do to , what do think. My girlfriend had anoxeria and bulimia. She got over it.Â But the aftermath is that all the time shes somekind of sick and ill.Â Through the Year she chanced she started to getting annoyed by everythink.Â and she always say i wanna pick a fight or some shit. we still love each other but i cant go on for over a month i havent seen here and always when we wanna see us there is some problem that we cannot see eachother atm it the problem that shes annoyed and she dont want to […]

1/3/2012 1 comment

Facebook Statuses.

by Meiixx 1/22/2011

written by Meiixx

The world is an empty abyss. My soul is simply roaming through it, without a purpose. I am a lonely, terrible soul, wandering through this horrific place.

As I lay in my bed, I gaze up at the ceiling, just thinking. Sleep seems to be my only escape from this world…if only I could sleep forever.

Two “poems” that I’ve had as my Facebook status.

1/22/2011 0 comment

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