I turned 14 on the 3rd
I have been sexually abused around 4-5 times
I recently found out in an empath and can see/feel spirits
I am bisexual
I have a girlfriend
I have forgiven my sexual abusers
I self diagnosed myself with a chronic social anxiety disorder
I have a needle phobia,its pretty bad
My favorite color is any shade of green except normal green 🙂
I am fairly happy
I survived chronic depression without medication or a therapist
I hate my mother
I love mismatched socks
I dress emo
My favorite band at the moment is Botdf
My girlfriend is cheating on me […]
Spirits
For most of my childhood and adult life I have had enjoyable and pleasant dreams, however for the past twenty years I have not had one single good dream. I was told that I was probably having “good” dreams but forgetting them by the time I got out of bed. Ten years ago, I bought a small tape recorder and put it on the head of my bed so the moment that I woke up from a pleasant dream I could just reach up and grab it and record what I had dreamed.
I can tell you that for the past ten + years I have […]
Please, Universe help me find a place that is appropriate for my healing. Please, i know this place exist. And i just need to find it. I can have peace of mind, heart, spirit, body. I can heal. I just have to get away from hostility. I know this is possible.Â
Almost all my energy has been spent. I traveled thousands of miles two days ago, thinking that i would find a place that wasnt hostile towards me. I hope that my plan works This has to work. If this doesnt work, i dont i am going to run out of options. I need to find […]