This is my story, I would kindly like to ask you to not put rude comments. When I was a child I was mostly forgotten about. My sister had all the attention. My parents were both alcoholics, that forced my sister and I to be our own parents. I was probably about 1-3 I couldn’t take care of myself so my sister had to. My mom was a horrible drinker. She decided to pick us up from school one day drunk. As we drove back home my sister, she looked at me. Her face full of fear and turned around that’s when we heard the […]
Stand By Me
I have not told anyone this but one of the reasons I’m gonna kill myself is because I will not live the 9 to 5 pace. I don’t want to work like a programmed robot doing the same thing everyday. Life does not sound interesting. What’s so appealing about stressing about money your whole life. I don’t want to keep living simply because people say I have too. My life has never been easy I’ve worked my ass off to get everything back to where it should be. Nothing is what it seems it sounds good but in the end it causes a hole in […]
3 of my closest friends left me, because all of a sudden my drinking and smoking and cutting is ruining their lives. So now, because I won’t give those things up because I fucking can’t, they’re not talking to me anymore. nd now I have legit 3 female friends, one of which I don’t even like that much, and my boys. I know pretty soon that the boys will be all I’ve got. But those girls I trusted with my everything, and all of them fucked me over. If the people I trusted most in the world can leave me for something as stupid as […]
my life feels like a living hell the only good thing in it my only true friend the one person that i trusted has now abandoned me jst like everyone else i opened up to her hoping she would accept me but iwas wrong now im more alone than ever i feel like its hopeless there will nvr b someone who understand someone whose willing a stand by me i will always b alone and now im left wit nothing no family no friends jst me a worthles sack of skin bones and blood