My mind wanders all sorts of dark places. It’s like life is never going to change. The fear of death is only because your attached to something or someone. I have someone. I don’t fear death though. I learned that fear is just in your mind and it can go away. I can disappear and the world keeps spinning. My death will only define who I was. Although I want people to remember me as happy that would just be lying to themselves and that’s useless. I don’t really regret anything right now and I want to die in peace and I feel like this is the […]
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Stupid Idea
Call me stupid. Yeah, I was. Desperate and so fucking stupid!
I was looking at a gun sale website, emailed the owner, offered a lot of money and some bogus story as to why I didn’t have  a licence to own one or a permit. Said It was for my bf birthday. Shit. I’m in Aus btw.
I set up a fake email that day. Fake name, birthday, birth date. That’s not enough to stop IP tracking though.
So I got an email back. I just knew it was a mistake.
It was a paragraph, I read the first line and it said “Your email address and email has […]