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Anomallies

by 2012 10/14/2012

written by 2012

No one is there for me when I need them. No one is there to catch me if I fall.

Family? Nope.

Friends? Nah.

Suicide hotlines? Not even.

“No one can love me” because I’m “so weird and selfish.”

There are people who are willing to argue that that’s not the case, but I bet they’re too fucking busy to even care. Hahahahahahahahaha ;).
Dad’s lectures are stupid as fuck and full of loopholes.

Mum’s his trusty yes man.

And I’m sorry, but the perfect, obedient son you’re looking for is in another castle.

Should have just eaten me when I was an egg, you god damn FUCKERS…

…HEY NIGGERS! YOU WANT MY LIFE […]

10/14/2012 8 comments

It might be the only way

by sm9500 9/7/2012

written by sm9500

I really don’t want to commit suicide, but in my case, I think it may be my only way to avoid a life of complete suffering for many more years.

I’m a single, middle aged woman, no children or spouse. Â I have siblings whom I no longer can have a relationship with, for valid and good reasons. Â While I have friends, and I appreciate them, they have their own families and their own lives, I cannot count on them to alleviate the loneliness. Â I’m incredibly, incredibly lonely.

But, I’ve always been a “fighter” … until now. Â I’ve gone through trial after trial through my years on this […]

9/7/2012 5 comments

drunk. remember that i love alcohol post a few hours ago?

by jamesmohio 5/21/2012

written by jamesmohio

fuck. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. what more can i say besides fuck? im sick of myself. sick of depending on everyone else, sick of wanting everyone to support me, sick of the charity that comes with being a depressed fuck. i wish i could get rid of myself already. i cant do shit at this point. im too fucking drunk to do anything besides finish this bottle and die. and just so you know, SUICIDE HOTLINES ARE FUCKING USELESS!!!! the last time i tried, the ****** just stuttered like, shit, what do i say? dude ill tell you what to say: fuck me, i […]

5/21/2012 7 comments

Still here… For now.

by mamcgin 2/13/2012

written by mamcgin

People have told me, “Don’t do it, Emma” and “You can talk to me about anything”. But I can’t. I know I’m not alone in this but it always feels like I am. I’ve had people call the Suicide Hotlines on me and I’ve helped other people get through their own depressions but I can never seem to shake the pain, loneliness, jealousy, or depression. I have problems I know I need to fix but I just can’t.

Im 14. My name is Emma and I live in Colorado. When I was three, my mom and dad divorced after my mom knowingly broke my younger brother’s […]

2/13/2012 3 comments

a Title is irrelevant

by Hotsauce 5/28/2009

written by Hotsauce

I realized I could kill myself at a young age. When I grew older, I realized that being suicidal brought attention. Even more older, I realized being suicidal would eventually alienate people. Eventually I realized, My feelings of suicide, were real, and instead of providing help, people would rather compare and challenge my problems with theirs, just to justify they were a bit more troubled than I was. I suppose that’s how my friends justified ignoring me.

I found that when my “symptoms” didn’t fit textbook examples of typical suicidal people, that psychiatrists started shortening my visits, yet still wrote out prescriptions. I found that only […]

5/28/2009 1 comment

I dont know where to start … or if this is even the right place.

by PeteK 4/20/2009

written by PeteK

Because I’m not the one that wants to end my life. My Girlfriend just called me 20 minutes ago and said she was getting ready to jump off a local bridge thats about 120 ft high. She hasnt picked up the phone since that call. I only hope she was bluffing, but she has brought this up more and more over the last few monthes, including one failed attempt with Valium where I had to take her to the hostpital and have her stomach pumped. When they told her they were going to put her in a phychriatric ward she flipped out and had me […]

4/20/2009 3 comments