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Suicide, but I am not unhappy

by pointless821 4/25/2015

written by pointless821

Hello all. Thank you for listening to me. I just need to get it all out.

I consider myself a lucky man. I’m 20 years old, attending college, with good job prospects ahead of me. I have amazing friends and the best mother and sister a guy could ask for. I like to think that I am a handsome, funny, bright dude-without sounding arrogant or supercilious I believe I have a lot going for me.

I am not particularly unhappy. I just do not want to live anymore. I don’t see the point, quite frankly.

I go to school. Why? To get a good job. Why? To make […]

4/25/2015 9 comments

tired and lost

by littlebluebird 4/7/2015

written by littlebluebird

I feel tired though I am not busy.
I feel old though I am just 16.
I feel broken.
What does this life really mean?
Sorry for my bad english. I hope I won’t be discriminated. I’ve been feeling depressed for a long time. I can’t find the way out. Telling what I feel to my parents and friends(are we still friends?)Its so difficult and weird. I’ve been telling that I’m lucky, so it is so sorry to express my reaI feeling. I’m sad doesn’t mean I’m not grateful. I have to fake a smile or a laugh to fit in when everyone’s happy. I […]

4/7/2015 3 comments

Last Post

by Matt 3/18/2015

written by Matt

Hi guys, how are you? Me? Oh I’m splendid all things considered, thanks for asking.

Enough nonsense.

So this is my last post on here. Or at least the last post I’ll write to you lot on here. I may put something on tomorrow morning.

Wow, what a ride it’s been! I must say, I’ve far preferred the ups to the downs, but you play the hand you’re dealt. I must say I am one for emotional, drawn out and dramatic goodbyes, but I’ll make this mercifully quick.

All of my friends are out at a rugby match tonight, and I should be with them. I was with them […]

3/18/2015 4 comments

Every Beginning Must Have An End

by DarkShadow 3/14/2015

written by DarkShadow

Hello everyone,

i would like to preface this by saying thank you to the wonderful staff who have created this website and for those who will read this. I appreciate your time.

I am a 26 year old man. I stand six feet tall and have a decent body and some pretty nifty talents and gifts, but sadly i in my short time on this planet have managed to destroy every single good thing that has ever happened to me through very poor decision making. I currently perform stand up comedy, i am in a nirvana tribute band and i have a variety of extracurricular and […]

3/14/2015 6 comments

I need your help about suicide knot.

by hjyu7292 2/24/2015

written by hjyu7292

I heard that there is specific way to make knot with rope, that if you try to untie the knot, it would become tighter.

Does anyone know how to do that or know the name of knot? I really need this one for my suicide journey.

Thank you.

2/24/2015 3 comments

Hold

by Matt 2/18/2015

written by Matt

isnt it scary how one person can have such a hold over you??

i wanted to sleep tonight but my mind wouldnt rest, so i went through all my text conversations from months ago.

ive long since deleted our text histories, along with your number. i wish i hadnt, i miss the cute things we said to each other when one of us was down

i honestly dont know where things stand with us. i dont know whether you hate me, or if you just think youre giving me space until im better. either way, youre not here and youre really the only person i want to talk […]

2/18/2015 1 comment

Honestly

by theforgottenfew 2/4/2015

written by theforgottenfew

I’m not what you’d call suicidal. I don’t wish I was dead every day or think that the world would be better off without me. Personally I just need SP because it’s the only place I have found where I can express all my fucked up feelings and emotions free of judgement. If I’m not active on here or I don’t read all your shit and comment on everyone else’s shit I’m sorry, it’s because I come here to let out my own personal demons not to drown myself in everybody else’s.
Yes, thank you if you read my stuff and comment on it, I […]

2/4/2015 2 comments

my mother’s suicide

by StrayMuttBall 1/21/2015

written by StrayMuttBall

Please, could anyone help? I won’t go into the details our reasons why just yet ( I’m happy to share but I’m a lousy writer and I don’t want to waste anyone’s time ) but my mother is looking for ways to kill herself. there’s a chance it could purely be cathartic, but still. I plan on approaching her about it somehow, but does anyone have any preferred suicide hotlines to suggest? Or maybe online forums? I don’t think she’d like sp…..She may want something for people over 50. I’ve never used a hotline before, but when I talk […]

1/21/2015 2 comments

Thank-you, thank you very much ladies n germs, such a warm-welcome. You’re beautiful, very-sweet, very-generous, gracious. I am indeed honored… to be here on this wonderful program. Of course I must warn you, one must be prepared for a totally unprepared program… ’cause

by Bisban 1/19/2015

written by Bisban

It’s weird, man
But I know, more than enough
You know what I mean
Sherry came to my house, yesterday
Christians, with her elder Asian friend
While I was resuscitating my, prayers
Like a climax, just in my zone of an unknown
So I open the door and it was just strange
At the end of the conversation, she asked if she could come back
And I was like, “Na, I’m just, too far away”
Seemingly disappointed quickly leaves
If they just knew the rendered, that they don’t know
Don’t come to my sacred, house, when I’m dying like that
But hey, I know the […]

1/19/2015 4 comments

Why say stupid things to give bad ideas?

by wronglove 1/15/2015

written by wronglove

I have never understood the concept of this, and wonder if others ever found similar situations or speeches in incidents that should have never been told such bull shit lies or comments that could easily back fire in thier faces.

Great example, over a decade to almost twenty years ago, when I was still in high school and into college, I was constantly dealing with many issues, and not just the typical bullying at school, I’d have it at home too, and this was also when I was first molested and raped, and just too much for me to handle, one thing after another. Why do […]

1/15/2015 5 comments

Hi bestf

by disappearingme97 1/13/2015

written by disappearingme97

– Maybe I’m just imagining them. The pain will not exist. It’s all in my mind. It’s mind over matter. It will not. It should not. It does not. –

Hi bestf

I just wanna hide in corners with ya. Hide hide. Cause I like looking at people but not people looking at me.

Don’t hurt yourself for me. Stupid idiot. Silly silly. You’re pretty and an amazing piece of work. You are really amazing. Sigh. You idiot. Thank you for sticking. You’re really a wonderful gem in my life.

Don’t worry. I’ll be there to help you whenever you need. No matter how confused you feel, how upset […]

1/13/2015 0 comment

It’s done!!!

by gabreialla 1/11/2015

written by gabreialla

I think it’s time to go and die. well I had good times in this life but my last 2 years were like hell and I just want to die and release all the pressure that I feel . I know this is the wrong choice but the only one. actually I want to suicide just to tell them my pain I don’t want to die. wish me good luck and I love you all and thank you very much

1/11/2015 4 comments

I need help

by gabreialla 1/10/2015

written by gabreialla

why all good and happy times passes so fast??why people that we love we don’t know their importance until they’re gone???why life is soo hard???I really want to die and I pray every day for god to die but I’m still alive . can anyone help me to get over my depression and loneliness?? thank you everyone

1/10/2015 2 comments

Thank you for understanding and caring.

by jasal 12/16/2014

written by jasal

These days it seems you guys are the only ones who do. Thank you.

12/16/2014 1 comment

to three moons

by tc13 12/14/2014

written by tc13

i write this to you as the only means of getting in touch with you. i would like you to know that i saw your posts, and that your words, caring and concern for a depressed, lonley, old man, touched me deeply. yes, it was my plan, and i was determined to carry it out. as is usually the case, the universe stepped in with a bunch of annoying distractions that prevented the follow through. i did end up in the cold for about two hours. i went to our towns christmas parade with my ex-wife. it was difficult because of my social anxiety,but pushed […]

12/14/2014 0 comment

It is inevitable.

by DancerToADiscordantSystem 12/13/2014

written by DancerToADiscordantSystem

I don’t even know anymore.I got completely hammered in hopes of…i don’t know,maybe getting my mind off of things.Not surprisingly,it feels even worse than when i’m sober.All the time it’s the same,just with varying degrees of shittiness. When you’re drunk,suffering and depression feels even more tangible than it’s usual abstract,existential nature.It’s inescapable.Thank you for existing SP.

12/13/2014 3 comments

Thanks.

by TotalFuckup 12/13/2014

written by TotalFuckup

So upon reflection, I realized everyone is right. Asking for help is bullshit. No one will help. It’s all lies. So thank you for letting me know that. Yet another disappointment and failure to add to the list. So the plan’s back on. Merry christmas, mother fuckers.

P.S.

Don’t try to tell me otherwise or what I should do. You can shove it. Better yet, don’t comment. I’m angry and I want to rant, doesn’t mean I want people to tell me what I’m doing wrong or what I should try.

Thanks.

12/13/2014 0 comment

I will suicide!!!!

by gabreialla 12/3/2014

written by gabreialla

this might be my last post in this website. I want to suicide today because I’m tiered of everything I tried to survive but I can’t NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME. I hate everyone I hate my parents , my self everyone. I just want to say thank you to everyone who tried to help me

12/3/2014 4 comments

My prayers at Night

by disappearingme97 11/22/2014

written by disappearingme97

Our Father in Heaven, blessed be Your Name. We thank you for the grace You’ve given us, for blessings everyday that we’re alive. We’re grateful for Your guidance and the plans You’ve planned for us. Your plans are perfect and you have shaped us to be this way.

As as much as I appreciate Your Love, my Father, I am afraid I am not worth much. Forgive me for my sins. This servant of yours is not holy and is not worth Your Presence. But again, it’s by Your divine love that You’ve picked us up again and again, never leaving our side. Thank you for […]

11/22/2014 4 comments

Time to leave

by GracesDad 11/11/2014

written by GracesDad

This is my first and only intended post to the site and I wanted to recognise that there is some encouraging words displayed and some wonderful people who take the time to care for anonymous persons they don’t peen know.

Sadly I am not a person that deserves that care. I have a loving family, wonderful wife and beautiful baby girl! All of whom I adore and love without question. I am not a good person though and don’t deserve their love. By sticking around I a making life harder for everyone and drawing out the painful inevitable process, my choice is my last feeling of […]

11/11/2014 9 comments

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