I will suicide!!!!

dear gabriealla, their is no need to hate evryone. just hate me. according to my ex, i am the main problem of all the worlds woes.wars, famine,death, destruction. so instead of hating evrybody and evrything, just hate me. its a lot simpler and leaves room for other things. i dont mind, really. im used to it. people take great pleasure in hating me.im past the point of caring what they think or feel about me.my ex is a happy-happy-joy-joy person who loves and forgives evryone who did her wrong. except one. oh well. you are in my thoughts and i hope you pull through this. we can beat this, i know we can. love and peace to you.