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Therapist

by JiminyCrispies 1/30/2016

written by JiminyCrispies

I saw my therapist yesterday. Surprisingly I opened up to her a lot about the voices (she knows about the other set which aren’t the Angels). The Angels weren’t there, so I wasn’t as nervous as I usually am in my sessions.

She did the number scales with me again. 0-10 on how likely I am to listen to the voices. The first was how likely I am to hurt myself because of them, I said 5 (it’s really a 8 or 9), but she was happy with that. And the other was how likely I am to hurt others because of […]

1/30/2016 1 comment

Thank you guys

by moonlitrose34 1/6/2015

written by moonlitrose34

Thank you guys so much for all your kind words and comments. And all of the people that have been talking to me. You guys really helped.

I just met with my therapist and it’s been decided that I should go to the hospital. I just wanted to let all the people that have been talking to know that. I don’t know if I can come here in the time that I’m at the hospital but I will post again when I’m out.

And bluerabbit, I can’t message you because I’m on my phone, but I just wanted to let you know that I’m fine, and we’ll […]

1/6/2015 16 comments

not worth it

by LucaLovato 3/8/2014

written by LucaLovato

I’m not going to say i had a such a horrible life, because i have never truly been hungry, never been homeless and got a lot of things i wanted. What i didn’t really have were supportive parents and friends. Majority of my life i was sheltered from things in life which made me oblivious to a lot of things. for example, i literally don’t know the barriers of conversation and cross them constantly, when i needed new tires i thought they came with hub caps, etc etc. I’m just dumb, and it shows in my work place, and since i fix aircraft lives literally […]

3/8/2014 5 comments

All You Have To Do Is Ask

by drowninginsorrow 4/30/2013

written by drowninginsorrow

I finally have had enough with the emotional and physical abuse with everyone in my life. It is not like I have a best friend to tell all my problems to and receive advice from so I have decided to take a step forward and see a therapist.

I am partially excited about this decision because I can finally allow myself to open up without worrying about my secrets getting out but I am also afraid to tell about my feelings and emotions because what if he/she thinks I am a freak? A nothing.

This is my first step towards freedom from the dreadful memories that bind […]

4/30/2013 6 comments

Treatments

by Douvi 11/12/2012

written by Douvi

“I have been getting treatment and have been really positive about it”

“You’re demonstrating black and white thinking and seeing this as all good.”

“Treatment is hard and sometimes it makes me emotionally tired and depressed”

“No one said it was going to be easy. You’re seeing things in black and white and this as all bad.”

“Granted, receiving treatment has done things that made me feel hurt, it does good things.”

“Now you’re splitting, there is something wrong with you.”

“I feel like you have put me in a catch-22.”

“You just want me to tell you what you want to hear.”

“I think […]

11/12/2012 0 comment

big day tommorow

by passionfruit3 9/19/2012

written by passionfruit3

tommorows the big day!!!I got ahold of my moms box cutter the other night.Earlier that day i found some numbing stuff.its for teeth but i think if i put it on the blade itll numb the area for awhile.I probably should pay atenttion to my rule of not drawing atenttion to myself.But im not going to kill myself at home.I scared the fuck out of everybody with sleeping pills.If im around strangers and i dont know if thats good or bad thing.But then itll be easier.Im falling apart. Just yesterday i couldve been killed walking off at home att night.There was a guy in the […]

9/19/2012 3 comments

almost died maybe i will or wont get it right next time

by passionfruit3 9/14/2012

written by passionfruit3

you know this world is truely fucked up.I cant wait til my next time to off myself.I came so close to death a couple days and i got scared as hell that i was probably die.Now i realize maybe dying and fear is a natural thing you experience when you die.Theres no way as darkness starts to cover you that you wouldnt want to turn back no matter what you say.Anyway i took twelve sleeping pills and they saved my ass.The psychiatrist is like are you going to be safe to go home and i told her not at the second but in a week […]

9/14/2012 1 comment