the only thing i fear is not death or dying, but knowing that after
you die there won’t be anything but complete darkness.
whenever i am alone in my room thinking about things,
i always felt that death is coming. I always ask myself why I still
exist in this world. Living without any reason seems painful to me. Every second that passes seems like a wasted time.
Having no purpose at all makes me feel like a worthless person. Sometimes I wonder if I really do have a freedom.
Freedom to choose what I want to be, freedom to do whatever
I wanted to […]
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Thinking About Things
Whilst doing my daily moping on the internet, i found the registration for an intensive performing arts camp at my local college. The whole day I had been overly depressed as always, but as soon as I saw this it brightened. I immediately started to get the things for my audition ready, and  practicing. I think that if I keep my mind set on my career and other things it might keep the depression from controlling my life. I know, I know. “How can you go from being so suicidal one night, to now being so full of hope”. I did a lot of thinking about things, […]