Every day I wake up thinking that this day will better than the last, but it doesn’t work that way. Every day is the same crap. Hoping that someone will hire me, but it doesn’t work like that in today’s world. You have to wait and wait and wait hoping for someone to hire when you know they won’t. I have always wondered why interviewers want a hand shake after an interview. They always say they will give a call when they really don’t. To me right there, that is backstabbing. They always act so happy to see you, but never call if you have […]
Thinking Day
so i would have been dead today, but once again my fucking life just gets better by the second. was trying to drive until i found a nice drop off a cliff or something but, as my life goes, my god damn truck wouldnt even START for me to do that. Go figure….the one shitty thing i had left in this world that was always there for me, has now finally shit out. I feel the same as that “Friday” posting author, dont really want my family to find me. But i also cant keep fucking waking up to this shit world everyday thinking “YES..another […]
Does anyone know if Duke is ok? Ever since I started posting here three months ago, he never missed a day from being present. Now it’s been almost three since I last heard from him. His last post talked about … “would you like to know if someone from SP has decided to end it?” I never knew how these kind of disappearances could affect me, since this is the first time I’m worried about someone here having left. Jjgirl also posted this would be her last day. Can’t stop thinking about these “strangers” that now certainly do feel more like friends. I hope I […]