Does anyone know if Duke is ok? Ever since I started posting here three months ago, he never missed a day from being present. Now it’s been almost three since I last heard from him. His last post talked about … “would you like to know if someone from SP has decided to end it?” I never knew how these kind of disappearances could affect me, since this is the first time I’m worried about someone here having left. Jjgirl also posted this would be her last day. Can’t stop thinking about these “strangers” that now certainly do feel more like friends. I hope I am over reacting and they come back to tell me how wrong I was to assume they had “gone away”. This sad and impotent feeling is something I never anticipated I would encounter myself facing here. I’ve been thinking of them all day and tears are running down my face.
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i hope duke is ok, too. he is a really cool guy and i always liked reading his posts.
like i said in the post to which you refer, i am going to assume that, if duke doesn’t come back, it is because he no longer has need to be here, and has found a way to move forward with his life.
I noticed that as well, but i’m sure he’ll be back soon. He probably just went on some sort of ridiculous horse racing vacation get away. I don’t think he’d leave so capriciously.
Geez what a caring person you are racking your mind for people you barely know.
Jjgirl on her chat. I hope duke’s ok. & one_day to. People come. People go. I’m hoping there getting on with they life’s & And don’t need this Anymore.
I’m sorry to worry you Swan. I have this problem, crying wolf. Yesterday was such a horrible night, I really wanted to do it, too. I went to the parking structure after the police left, took the elevator up. Ran into parking security, he seemed suspicious of me. So I walked/took the bus home. I ended up passing out from being exhausted, and here I am still.
Might be a strange thing to say/hear; but we love you, too.
Duke, come back soon.
I avoid people in real life to avoid putting them on a roller coaster. I guess somehow I’ve managed to do that to friends online as well. I’m sorry.
I’m fine 🙂
I’m happy you’re both here! I don’t know why I got so scared. I guess it’s hard to know that one day you won’t be here and I am too sensitive today. I don’t have many friends on SP so it’s really easy for me to miss you. You’re spacial to me. Please don’t ever leave without telling me. <3
Thanks, you’re a sweetheart.
You know, I just wanted to mention. Remember when I set my date last week. The urgency and bad feelings diminished once my period started. I think it was my PMDD kicking in. I usually don’t feel quite as bad once my period starts.