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The enigma we call life

by robban 8/9/2013

written by robban

It hurts the way you ignore me
You put me on the edge hoping i drift away from you
Im always with you,
My only regret in life was sharing something beautiful with you.
You betrayed me let me fall and rust and disintegrate.
Now im dead, not in body but soul
I will hunt your conscience for the things you did, and for the things
you didnt.

Do you know how it feels to disintegrate over several years of pain and suffering?
Now im empty, filled only with the pain of old and new. My destiny seems to be
pain.crying.anxiety.hate.regret.suicide. Today,tomorrow,forever.
The pain fill my […]

8/9/2013 5 comments

by MichelleJ 6/15/2013

written by MichelleJ

Suicide can be a relief

But when life gets better and you know it’ll get worse again, then better, then worse,

What do you do when you’re in a good period

And you know that somewhere down the track you’ll have a bad patch,

Which you know will be hard to tolerate let alone get through?

It’s like sometimes I want to die over knowing that today is fine but tomorrow may not be…

Yet if I were to die today, tomorrow might be fine!

So I don’t die, hoping for the best,

Knowing that I could be hoping in vane,

Or I could be hoping with success.

I never know until life happens because […]

6/15/2013 3 comments

why do they still haunt me?

by b1urr 1/29/2013

written by b1urr

i don’t really understand why i think about killing myself all the time. the feeling and thoughts don’t even derive from bad memories or events. they’re simply always there.

people tell me all the time to realize that my life isn’t bad, but that’s not the problem, im aware of that.

it’s just, i think i’m the problem. thatÂ IÂ don’t deserve to be here. but what the fuck did i even do wrong?

i try my best to be respectable, i care about people who don’t even give two shits about me, others always come before myself. i try to be good, i think i am pretty decent.

so why […]

1/29/2013 1 comment

The Perfect Time To Die

by sunbird 1/20/2012

written by sunbird

Hi all,

As Im approaching dreaded birthday tomorrow,I’m SO tempted to just end it all tomorrow night. I would do it tonight,but have to work:( I could just take off tomorrow after some sleep,check into a remote motel,and just let go…. I get so frustrated,esp. when my bitchy boss just sent me a nasty txt telling me not to be “negative” to the new nurse that Im training tonight. This is AFTER I spent all week letting her vent about her problems,taking time to help her with scheduling everybody,doing extra work,picking up overtime(granted I need it) and,oh yeah,just going over there and offering to do 4 […]

1/20/2012 8 comments