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Another physical altercation between my family. Long read, but I need help.

by justme- 6/7/2014

written by justme-

I’ve typed this all right now, right from the fight – my back is still bleeding. If you’ll only like to hear about the hostility, read (FIGHT) below, but I provide backstory. I ramble on at times seemingly about irrelevant things, but only because I want to cover all bounds.

I’m posting this on Reddit as well.

This is not a joke. I am being completely serious

My brother is mentally ill (not in the obvious way, you’ll have to observe his behavior over a few months to realize). He used to be a division I football athlete but failed in his endeavors to go to the NFL […]

6/7/2014 3 comments

Because it’s always raining in my head.

by alina_01 6/6/2014

written by alina_01

I know the difference between what is wrong and what is right. I know what I probably should do and what I choose to still do. I am AFRAID absolutely terrified because there is no real hope this time around. Why can’t anyone hear me or even see that I’m just scared?! I know the mistakes I’m making I know how my current decisions are hurting me. But i’m scared to be happy i’m scared to enjoy life, so scared that I’d rather just die now to avoid it. I don’t want to have a friend that I connect with and have the most awesome […]

6/6/2014 14 comments

RIP Sonnie

by suicide_rampage 6/3/2014

written by suicide_rampage

The darkness consumes me
Like an infection to an open wound:
I was never treated,I was never healed.
Scabbing up and bleeding again,
When will it stop, when will it end?
Darkness brings what daylight fears,
The contagious sorrow that I’ve felt for years.
The cries for help, but no one hears.
The lies of smiles, when really I’m in tears.
This terrible free fall I’m in right now:
I’m scared of hitting the ground, but know I never will.
“Just be strong, I need you now” he said..
But where was I?
And why must he be dead..
I don’t understand, I just don’t […]

6/3/2014 0 comment

the fishes, where are you

by Bisban 6/3/2014

written by Bisban

Rip, Johnny. Back when Toonami.
In this world, where does a dying stranger go to.
A crew of true camaraderie. Walking in the beat of life, and death.
Don’t forsaken nobody the sound of the ukulele.
Crew, where are you. I need you today.

Now. I need you now. The time when the world reverses.
Back. The hourglass to zero. Now you can walk to the steps of infinity.
Every hit. Every line. Every breath. Praying for my life, to you.
Every day it gets harder. Stuck, the purple muk and weezing.
Will I ever live, forever the steps of doom.

Got to bust a ductrio. Kobra, […]

6/3/2014 0 comment

Why?

by brebrook 6/2/2014

written by brebrook

Why do those who live in the war of staying strong continue to fight if the battle is never ending? Why must you go through so much pain in order to deserve a shred of happiness? Does it end? Is what they say true, that after so long, the striking pain eases? And why do I and so many others, use physical pain to fight off the mental pain? It only helps temporarily, but still, any help is worth my time. Can we just stop all the sadness and live a life of bliss and peace? Or is that too selfish to ask? Why do […]

6/2/2014 7 comments

There are ways to die without dying

by ekkg 6/2/2014

written by ekkg

Here I am again, didn’t kill myself, pretty sure I won’t, but I’m already dead. Told God to leave me alone today, told Satan to take a hike too. How stupid is belief in God? I lay blame at his feet, I try to shame him by saying I would never treat my children they way he treats me, fact is, I do, I ignore the true needs of my son and he is lost just like me. My wife mocks me, says I need help, all I see is a bobble head when she talks and I hate her. I’m numb, dead inside, I […]

6/2/2014 1 comment

2 kinds of people…

by Stain 6/1/2014

written by Stain

There are those who die before they’re ready. And there are those who are ready before they die.

Timing is the only problem. I’ve been ready to die for at least 20 years but it hasn’t happened. On the other hand somewhere in the world, someone got hit by a bus and killed 20 years before she would’ve accomplished her life’s work. Oopsie. Life’s a ***** like that.

The best you can do is decide when it’s time to die and immediately make it happen. Those are the only true winners in this world.

6/1/2014 1 comment

gosbo da trip hop

by Bisban 6/1/2014

written by Bisban

where may I go to go transform. into the golden metallical.
what nebulous smite can our hell bring.
how do we escape at the level zero. but then it’s just me.
karma here does not exist in my land. battalion of true hell.
or go fuck yourselves.

there is only one path. I understand.
I am, that I am. i have no heart. cut.
see with your eye, my hell.
the dragon. the boar. the dog. the monkey.
all dead.

i must escape ground zero.
take me. direct me. then leave me.
guiding star. that could be a plan.
then hopefully maybe if, in our other saging […]

6/1/2014 0 comment

10 a day

by deadmanwalkingO_o 5/29/2014

written by deadmanwalkingO_o

I’ve been taking 10 advils (ibuprofen) 200 mg each every day and i have no idea why.

I’ve been telling myself that it’s because i like the pain but i know that’s not true

Maybe it’s because it will probably end up killing me. I always wanted to know what it would be like to die

5/29/2014 0 comment

Cut myself again

by WendulMonroe 5/21/2014

written by WendulMonroe

I am really sorry, but I cut myslelf one hour ago. It was so hard to stay clean ’cause there was so much pain and everyone said, that I fuck everything up. I’m scared, that it’s true. I am always so ugly and fucked up and just really… I don’t know what to say. Please forgive me ’cause I fuck everything up. Always.

5/21/2014 4 comments

To Change Your Life

by Frozen In Time 5/19/2014

written by Frozen In Time

What would you do to change your life?
What would you sacrifice?
A brother, a lover, a friend, or a mother?
What would you give to save your life?

What would you change to save your life?
What would you say at the end of time?
Another, no other, to cover or reveal?
This was to change my life.

Iâ€™m looking out on the sea
The sea of destiny
And wherever the wind takes me
Iâ€™ll be dancing free

So now Iâ€™m done
My life goes on
Will it be the same?
Will I miss you?
And is this true?
Can my life change?

5/19/2014 1 comment

Why do people use the troll card?

by lawrencenewman 5/18/2014

written by lawrencenewman

Why do some people–I’ve noticed it a lot on this site–call one a troll if you say something that upsets their feelings, no matter how truthful and factual you are being?

Essentially it goes like this:

Person A is debating Person B. Â Person A says something Person B gets upset by. Â Person C interjects and agrees with Person A. Â Person B says Person A is also Person C and a troll.

So the logic is … everyone who agrees with Person A is Person A.

Do you think this […]

5/18/2014 114 comments

Ready or not here I go!

by KIRA 5/17/2014

written by KIRA

Why do older people consider themselves wiser and smarter?
They really think that experience defines someone.They say things like : “Poor you! you’re so young.You don’t know what life is.”.It’s really annoying.I’m really sure one can find answers about life through many ways.I didn’t fall in love, I didn’t get married, I didn’t get my own house, I didn’t have sex, I didn’t get my own driver license, I’m not a father or grandfather, I didn’t have a career, I didn’t found true happiness.So what? think I’m upset because I didn’t do everything or good part of the things I could have done or still […]

5/17/2014 13 comments

To those I have hurt

by addyaddy11 5/15/2014

written by addyaddy11

I want to start off with a simple word that does not mean a lot in today’s world and that is “sorry” I am sorry I have let you down. I am sorry I have walked all over you. There is nobody/nothing to blame it is my fault and I accept that. More people than I could count have tried to help me and all I have done is spat in their faces. As I look around I see everybody is moving on. I just stay on this path of nothing. I have given effort to make the right changes but all for nothing because […]

5/15/2014 5 comments

A Man’s Requirements by Elizabeth Barrett Browning < umm wow?

by Slava 5/13/2014

written by Slava

Love me Sweet, with all thou art,
Feeling, thinking, seeing;
Love me in the lightest part,
Love me in full being.

Love me with thine open youth
In its frank surrender;
With the vowing of thy mouth,
With its silence tender.

III

Love me with thine azure eyes,
Made for earnest grantings;
Taking colour from the skies,
Can Heaven’s truth be wanting?

Love me with their lids, that fall
Snow-like at first meeting;
Love me with thine heart, that all
Neighbours then see beating.

Love me with thine hand stretched out
Freely — open-minded:
Love me with thy loitering foot, —
Hearing one behind it.

Love me with thy voice, that […]

5/13/2014 2 comments

I need a hug…

by Undead101 5/13/2014

written by Undead101

We have ‘friends’ but we’re all alone. Look next to you. What is there? An animal? A stuffed toy? A jornal? A living being? No. Log into your ‘Facebook’ or another social media. You have friends, followers, and others. They say “We’ll catch you if you fall!” but will they? Are they real? We are all alone. Just accept it. We have friends they are not real. They only use you. If you have a true friend make them prove it. Make them prove that it’s not just you. Say your having a bad day. All of the pressure of you wanting to end your […]

5/13/2014 9 comments

Do you think the same?

by Namesdonotmatter 5/12/2014

written by Namesdonotmatter

I feel like, i’m the only one that feels like he’s being tested.

I feel like, this world is so absurdly fucked up, how could this be the real thing?

How can we expect to ever live in TRUE peace and harmony, if this world is a result of humans putting their heads together?

How can this world/life/dimension or whatever, be possibly real?

I’m no religious fella, or floaty supernatural type, Â but if this is it then i really, really hope there’s life after death.

Because how can a person that has “woken up” freely waddle carelessly through all these working slaves we see as people?

I’m not sure if i’m […]

5/12/2014 3 comments

realizing your fear

by depressed_chick101 5/12/2014

written by depressed_chick101

have you guys a realized you have a fear of something or someone because of what they did to you….
well i do i have a fear of getting close to people because im scared they will leave me! it alway comes true and it scares me to death because…..im getting close to alot of people but the as soon as it starts to happen i stop myself because of my ex-gf and ex-bf i got close to them aND THEY BOTH LEFT ME AFTER WE BROKE UP AND BECAME FRIENDS THEY LEFT ME!IM DONE WITH REALTIONSHIPS FOR AWHILE!

5/12/2014 8 comments

Unlucky us

by LivingQuietly 5/11/2014

written by LivingQuietly

I watch, with dry eyes, as my freedom, my one true escape from despair, burns before me. The fire roars and crackles, spitting out white sparks wildly and furiously. I feel my eyes turn pink and my skin dry and tighten as the remaining happiness lifts from my body, like the heat rises from the flame. I try to grasp my freedom, and save it from the torturous fire but my fingers blister and burn with the slightest touch.
Why must this happen to us? Instead of being strong and fighting for my freedom, like the majority of others, I give up after the first […]

5/11/2014 0 comment

The blood of my cuts and scars of the future

by Day 5/8/2014

written by Day

Yes I am a cutter it’s how I deal with certain major problems a few months ago my life was going great now it’s taken a turn for the wiser my emotions are like a land mine and it dosent take much to trigger them if you don’t know me by now I’m Jason or Day whichever you want to call me is fine. I have been suicidal at a very young age and it’s only gotten worse I have drank so many chemicals in attempts to a true release but all have failed I always end up throwing the chemicals back up i am […]

5/8/2014 1 comment

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