Here we go again.. All those painful thoughts of you.. The way you used me for sex, the way your kissed me, the way you lied, all of it..
You took my innocence away when I was 13.. I don’t understand how you could? I just wanted to cuddle.. But every time we madeout you would get hard & want me, slowly undress me & pull me on top.. When I tried to get off you pulled me back down.. It hurt so bad! It felt like fire inside of me.. How could you?
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I feel… dirty. All of my friends call me innocent but they don’t understand. They rely on me to help them through their issues and I always try but how am I supposed to help them if I can’t even help myself? I have… family issues. When I was about three, my family adopted four kids: Amanda, Jason, Jacob, and Anthony. Anthony would undress me and I’d always be to week and scared to stop him. He would sneak into my room at night and pin me down. He did this for more than half of my life. If it weren’t for my parents, he would’ve done it […]
Its hard to agree with others when they say i need mental help. I have been through so much, suicide is the only way out. To be honest i have had so many suicide attempts, i lost count. I’ve been put through so much help. I just want to be loved. Is that too much to ask for? My life started failing for me when i was about 5. I used to get molested by my older next door neighbor. Its hard trying to write all of this down when i have tears in my eyes, its a hard topic for me to speak about, […]