Everything to me, feels out of reach, out of place, too far gone, simply, far away.
I have to be happy; I know I have to be happy. I SHOULD be happy.
But I can’t. And I’m not.
I may be complaining about something minor, something great, so whats the problem?
I get the opportunity to go to a concert tomorrow, a first experience for me. But I’m crying tonight. Anxiety kicks me in the face and leaves my crying and broken. I’m scared. I’m afraid. I am NOT happy.
I am sad, to add on to it. A deep, unending sadness that makes me feel numb with my emotions. I’m not […]