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by Adderallslits 8/13/2014

written by Adderallslits

Hey everyone, I don’t know if anyone here knows who Frank Iero is but I absolutly adore him. Last year he made a demo of a song called ‘joyriding’. The song, and the lyrics, is so breathtaking beautiful, relateble and feels so true. Let’s just say I cried and listen to it on repeat when It came out. And now, he has released it as a real single for his upcoming album! Thought Id share it.

Lyrics:

i’m not sure what they said, but if it’s true i’ll bet it’s just one more thing i’ll regret. i hate my weaknesses, they made me who i am. “yea, […]

8/13/2014 0 comment

Question???

by vedura 8/13/2014

written by vedura

It is said that one of the signs of depression is lack of interest in outside activities. But what if this world has such inane values that those activities simply hold no interest for us? Sports, for instance. Making lots of money. Marrying well. etc. An introspective person has little use for the frills and spills of a stupid world. We might enjoy yoga or sunsets or the ocean, something real, like a kitten or a puppy. But we don’t care who wins the blasted basketball game!

8/13/2014 6 comments

Affect/Effect; Robin Williams

by AarinaDaae 8/13/2014

written by AarinaDaae

I’m sure that most of the world has heard that Robin Williams has passed away by asphyxiation. He died by suicide. Most of us on here are no stranger to depression and suicidal thoughts/tendencies. I’d be willing to guess that everyone here would be understanding but a curious thing happened with Robin’s passing. There has been so much attention on his passing and this “new” mysterious illness that magically gained relevance. Of course, it’s not new and it’s been real for so very long.

I have no right to go on and on about how much I will miss Mr. Williams and how he will forever […]

8/13/2014 4 comments

marianne williamson’s HORSESHIT

by yagharek 8/12/2014

written by yagharek

I’m so tired of this quote streaking across the internet like the shitstains of hippies … fuck the fuck offfffffff:

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children […]

8/12/2014 5 comments

We lost one of our own today, Robin Williams

by vedura 8/11/2014

written by vedura

My heart goes out to Robin for the pain he endured and to his family and friends for their loss. So many gifted comics suffer from depression. Comedy is one way to deal with an inane world and internal pain. Robin shared his gift abundantly with us. RIP, Robin.

8/11/2014 8 comments

For my family and friends.

by dearlydeparted 8/11/2014

written by dearlydeparted

I want to disappear but the only thing that stops me from doing it is my love from my family and friends because i don’t want to see them crying because of me.

I almost got what i want(nice circle of friends, loving family, money) but still, i want to disappear. I commit suicide once and that’s the dumbest thing i ever did because all of us have our time but me, i’m rushing it.

When i’m alone, i want to commit suicide. But the things that are always sinking in my mind are “How about your family? How about your friends? Are you crazy?” Yes i […]

8/11/2014 1 comment

Why?

by danid 8/9/2014

written by danid

Why does this happen to me? Why does this happen to us. I’m tired of the scars uprising, but I cant seem to hide. Love ain’t the answer. Death won’t pick up the phone when I call and all I ask is why me? Do people really care or is it all a show we are supposed to give into? My souls been annihilated & death still won’t take me… Where did I go wrong? Was being born not supposed to be? Is this punishment for my parents mistake? I don’t fucking get it one bit. They gone and everything in my life is gone […]

8/9/2014 3 comments

A big hug to you guys (and a suggestion)

by Flanker 8/7/2014

written by Flanker

Since Afternoon, been reading every single story which has been posted here in the last 5 days, resisted the urge to reply everytime. What moral authority did I have anyway, since I was too one of those who’d go to any limits to get rid of the pain. But we choose that only when we are alone, not when someone tells us that they do care. Which is what made me feel better, irrespective of them being total strangers, who haven’t invested shit in you, they still hear you out, offer advice to cope up with whatever you’re suffering from, keeping aside their own painful […]

8/7/2014 21 comments

even when the room went dark

by girlwiththetrinketbox 8/5/2014

written by girlwiththetrinketbox

“i could hear my heart beating. i could hear everyone’s heart. i could hear the human noise we sat there making. none of us moved. not even when the room went dark.”

i don’t know why i’m here. i can’t quite seem to figure out anything anymore. sometimes i get these little fits — my roommate calls them “funks” — in which i am just unhappy. i am upset. i am sad. i am angry, at you, and me, and the trees, at the world. and i don’t know why. i never know why. a girl is supposed to know herself better than anyone else could […]

8/5/2014 2 comments

lol @ SP “birthday bot”

by clevername 8/2/2014

written by clevername

So tomorrow (US time, the 3rd) is my birthday… this morning i received a notification from what i have dubbed “the SP birthday bot.”

SP birthday bot claimed the “honor” of “drawing first blood” on birthday wishes.

The irony is potent.

Imagine… a person trapped in a life they wish had never occurred, who has frequented a suicide-centric website for over a year… receives a BIRTHDAY wish, from this site’s computer program (“bot”), prior to anyone else who has ever known me (aside from my mom and the older of my two half-sisters, with both of whom i share a domicile).

The first entity outside my residence, to mention […]

8/2/2014 31 comments

The Moment

by OnEmanOnEman 7/29/2014

written by OnEmanOnEman

Well, this is the way
it goes for some of us.
We try our best,
we fight the good fight…
…and yet we cannot succeed
against the greater forces.

..And After everything
we’d been through,
Our moment
will finally arrive.
To part from this world,
and to move on to the other!!!

7/29/2014 0 comment

In the eyes of a child…

by PeelASquid 7/28/2014

written by PeelASquid

Through the eyes of a child,
Everythings new.
The whole world around them,
All that they do.
All that they see,
All they can feel.
They learn it from us,
And they learn it is real.
They learn how to love,
They learn how to hate.
Growing each day,
They learn even more.
Some live in good homes,
Some get kicked on the floor.
Life teaches us well,
That we’re really alone.
Life teaches us hell.
To be as cold as a stone.
Do unto others,
As they would do unto you.
What a lie that is,
Coz they’ll still screw you.
In the end […]

7/28/2014 1 comment

2 weeks have passed.

by mr.wolf 7/27/2014

written by mr.wolf

i was doing great, my life was going in the right direction just got a new job, i was moving up in the world but of course the universe had to laugh in my face and take away one of the things that mattered the most in my life. 2 weeks ago my best friend and i had a difficult talk. long story short she told me that we couldn’t be friends any more because it would be better for both of us and it would save us a headache in the long run. its funny how when you think your life is great it […]

7/27/2014 1 comment

Life…death…

by jthompson52 7/26/2014

written by jthompson52

I’m not really sure what I’m going to say in this. I apologize if I waste anyone’s time. I guess I’ll share my life story. I’m desperate at this point. My mother and father got divorced when I was 3 years old ( currently 17). She then married this man names Nathan. At first everything was ok. But it wasn’t… It started off with little things like if I spilled milk from my cereal he would hit me. But it escalated. He raped my sister, and would hit me and torture us all the time. Threatening to kill us if we said anything. My mother […]

7/26/2014 4 comments

No hate

by poisontongue 7/25/2014

written by poisontongue

The site says no hate, but there’s plenty of hate.

I hate being me. I hate existing. I hate living in this world. This trap.

I hate being alone, rejected, unable to live.

I hate that anyone pretends that things get better.

I hate that suicide is never an option.

I hate being forced to live when I know full well it is hopeless.

I don’t want this. I don’t want to sit here and struggle any longer. I don’t want to have to struggle my entire life. I just want to sit back and fade away.

I go to martial arts and I practice, fine. An hour of distractions while standing […]

7/25/2014 4 comments

3 Months

by ClairDeLune 7/23/2014

written by ClairDeLune

That’s how long she’ll be in England for her internship. Just why. Every freaking time we went jogging it was more fun; and today was so great too, we ran together the whole time and laughed and had fun. And afterwards when I said goodbye and wished her luck for her trip I asked whether she was going to go jogging with us again when she’s back from England. She said “yes, probably” and that it’s 12 weeks until she’ll be back, as if she was expecting me to ask for her number or email or anything so we could talk or chat when she’s […]

7/23/2014 3 comments

A Grand Illusion

by SeasOfBlue 7/21/2014

written by SeasOfBlue

Life’s just one great big illusion.

People telling you how to live your life, how to look, how to act, how to feel.

But screw all that.

We’re all the same.

Even if you’re always getting the short end of the stick and the asshole next to you’s rich.

Just remember that it’s all some big illusion, you’re the one who’s the better person.

Music qoute of the day: “America spells competition, join us in our blind ambition, get yourself a brand new motor car. Someday soon we’ll stop to ponder what on earth’s this spell were under, we made the grade and still we wonder who the hell we are.” – […]

7/21/2014 1 comment

another option

by keckis 7/19/2014

written by keckis

I can only tell you what is working for me at this moment in time. I am taking a multitude of meds at the max doses and my mind is clear. I still have suicidal ideations and nightmares but I’m a single mom and have chosen for today at least to write this post and give another option. I believe in mood stabilizers and other meds when combined with counseling. You have to put in the effort and tell your drs what is and isn’t working. I know my meds and have tried every combination and strength. Some didn’t work at all. Some made me […]

7/19/2014 5 comments

Why should I?

by TheUnkown93 7/19/2014

written by TheUnkown93

I haven’t been the same person I have been. I use to be a happy confident person. Now I just feel worthless and a waste of a person. I was a US soldier until I gave up on that because of my ex wife not wanting me anymore. She has been the main reason why I have been in this rut. I thought she really loved me and ending up leaving me while I was in service. If she didn’t want to be with me why would anyone else want to? I gave up my dream and passion to peruse our love and try to […]

7/19/2014 5 comments

:-) here are the song all of us have been waiting for

by naturman 7/17/2014

written by naturman

pleas grab a coffe, relax and enjoy 🙂

7/17/2014 16 comments

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