Since Afternoon, been reading every single story which has been posted here in the last 5 days, resisted the urge to reply everytime. What moral authority did I have anyway, since I was too one of those who’d go to any limits to get rid of the pain. But we choose that only when we are alone, not when someone tells us that they do care. Which is what made me feel better, irrespective of them being total strangers, who haven’t invested shit in you, they still hear you out, offer advice to cope up with whatever you’re suffering from, keeping aside their own painful memories for a moment. There are times, when you just need to know that someone cares! I wanted to for me, even if I said otherwise in my own story. Maybe I just didn’t know.
And so, I’ve decided to give life a shot. It’s not like everything’s happy all of a sudden. Stepped out of my room after 4 days, I may be feeling the same shit once I’m in bed, I could always go for peace if this doesn’t work out. But at least, I won’t be feeling any guilt of not trying hard enough. Even if it means we’ve already been trying hard enough to cope, but you never know how much the limits could be pushed. Most of you wouldn’t believe in God, would you? (Well, if you do, please refrain from reading the next line.) Let us just assume he does exist. Just so we can say he can fuck himself. Show him, we do not fucking care how much miserable he’s gonna make our life, we’ll win regardless of whatever he chooses to do with us.
That said, I literally want to help. Can I just suggest something weird here? Can we not have a separate interaction forum category here? I was getting the peace thoughts back in my head once I went to bed for sometime, received an email from a friend who had mailed me a couple of memes, obviously not aware of my mental agony. But it did help, even if a tiny bit, but it did. Which is why I’m suggesting for a separate forum category. (If there exists one, very sorry, couldn’t locate it) You could talk about your interests, jokes, crazy stuff, anything that’s going to make your heart feel light after sharing it with people who’d understand you. It’d just let you know, you’re not alone man. (I need that category for myself as well)
Thanks for reading, if you have.
And I’m here if anyone needs anybody to talk to. I’d actually be happy if someone talked to me rather!
PS. Why can’t you just give the guy a Nobel Prize who created this forum? Love you man.