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Poem – Hard times

by Vocation 5/13/2014

written by Vocation

I remember my days of old, gloomy and dismal skies were my lot.

Broken, confused and distraught. When would I start enjoying life once again?

Absent friends and a flustered mentality, as days went on, so was my happiness gone.

I cannot grow old on this accursed lot of loneliness, nothingness and despair. Could I

rise from the rubble, shall I dream, do i dare? This is how life was back then. We are the

creator of our roads, navigators of our souls, elevating us towards our goals.

It is time to take this dream and make it a reality.

5/13/2014 1 comment

Ticking time bomb.

by LifeafterDeath 5/12/2014

written by LifeafterDeath

Do you ever get the angry side of being suicidal ? i was just surrounded by people telling me that i’m perfectly fine and theres nothing wrong, the same people who spoon feed me the pills that are designed to basically make you humble in your intolerable situations, and they laugh and poke you as if waiting for a punchline in some massive bloody joke.

my mind instantly went to that place, which most of us probably call home, and i thought.

if i’m willing to end my own life in the most brutal of ways

then what’s stopping me from massacring my current tormentors ?

its a little […]

5/12/2014 3 comments

Anyone tired of the “there is no such thing as rational suicide” argument?

by bzbzbz 5/12/2014

written by bzbzbz

I’ve read that 2/3 of all people who’ve committedÂ suffered from mental illness, but what about the other 1/3 who didn’t? And I’m not counting the terminally ill — to me, that’s a no-brainer. Â Are there rational reasons for deciding to end one’s life?

I see people constantly answer in the negative on other forums, but I can’t see how this can be an objective viewpoint. Â Everyone says ‘there is always hope’ or — my favorite brainless platitude – Â ‘suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.’ Â I have a feeling that people who say that haven’t had a whole lot of serious problems — and […]

5/12/2014 6 comments

Unlucky us

by LivingQuietly 5/11/2014

written by LivingQuietly

I watch, with dry eyes, as my freedom, my one true escape from despair, burns before me. The fire roars and crackles, spitting out white sparks wildly and furiously. I feel my eyes turn pink and my skin dry and tighten as the remaining happiness lifts from my body, like the heat rises from the flame. I try to grasp my freedom, and save it from the torturous fire but my fingers blister and burn with the slightest touch.
Why must this happen to us? Instead of being strong and fighting for my freedom, like the majority of others, I give up after the first […]

5/11/2014 0 comment

My Hello and Reincarnation

by justme- 5/6/2014

written by justme-

Sidenote: This will be cross posted on Reddit.

Like many of you, life has slowed from a run to a crawl. I’m 18 years old. For many reasons ranging from my intelligence(or lack thereof), my family and my looks, I’m warming to the possibility of killing myself sometime in the near future. The main reason I suppresses my suicidalÂ tendencies is because of, you guessed it, my parents. They’ve worked inconceivably hard to allow us to live as comfortably as we do, or as they do. I’m not going to lie to you all, I’d be considered upper-middle class in the American Northeast, with tuition fully payed […]

5/6/2014 6 comments

by hellblau 5/5/2014

written by hellblau

I miss you. I miss us. I like to think that maybe someday, we will try again.

5/5/2014 1 comment

I wish she would have known you

by ashley68@q.com 5/3/2014

written by ashley68@q.com

Hey kiddo, I don’t know if you still wander around this site (you know who you are), but if you do I wanted to tell you something. Your great grandma died on this day sixteen years ago, I wish she would have had the chance to know you. She would have loved you so much, she never judged people who think like us. She would have told you how wonderful you are and given you a million and one reasons to never give up. I miss her and she isn’t here to say those things to you, but I am. I love you so much, […]

5/3/2014 0 comment

Just anothrr rant about “friends”

by BrittNicole 5/2/2014

written by BrittNicole

So I have a friend who is in all honors classes and she acts all preppy and nice and innocent but when she gets around me she acts her true self (cursing, talking shit, laughing, making jokes you know the normal stuff us teens do). So we were in school in the hallway and she cursed and one of her teachers walked by , so she ran around the corner hiding to make surehe didnt know it was her. As she was running she told me not to say her name outloud because she didnt want her teacher knowing it was her who cursed and […]

5/2/2014 2 comments

Ultimate freedom or nay?

by Ivanhoe 5/2/2014

written by Ivanhoe

People have little choice over the circumstances they are born into- even less do we have a choice about being born in the first place. Life and its trials are unceremoniously thrust upon us.

Most people, if asked, would not want to end their lives. Sure enough, time inevitably breeds vanity as a survival mechanism in all of us.

It is a very different question to ask if someone would’ve preferred not to have been born at all. Many people who are not suicidal would still, if they had the power to turn back time, wish to prevent their birth.

To me this speaks of a fundamental lack […]

5/2/2014 25 comments

My Suicide Note

by sonseray 5/1/2014

written by sonseray

I won’t die until late August, but this is the note for when I do. I need to share it.

My suicide note (In preparation for the inevitable. In preparation for the end of the story that has been embedded in my genes since I was an infant):

They say life is a bad joke. They are wrong, it is a good one. When we were little they told us that we were special. That we were unique. That we were all winners. That we mattered. That there is justice in the universe. That we were lucky enough to be born in the greatest country in the […]

5/1/2014 4 comments

Mad sounds in your ears….

by wanderlustnebula 4/29/2014

written by wanderlustnebula

I am really so sick of living already, people are so mean to each other and forget about what they really are. We are organic matter. We are animals who developped enough, over centuries, their frontal lobe so that we can think. That is all, really. Why bother with HAVING to work, HAVING to be beautiful, HAVING money, HAVING power…. can’t we just embrace life? This universe will go to waste anyways, so why learn at school? The fact that I know how to spell words in a language we use, what’s that giving me as a creature, a living thing that really only needs […]

4/29/2014 0 comment

David’s the man, Well hung and a snow white tan

by Wednesday 4/29/2014

written by Wednesday

So where were the spiders?
While the fly tried to break our balls.
Just the beer lights to guide us.
So we bitched about his fans and should we crush his sweet hands?

Ziggy played for time,
Jiving us that we were voodoo
The kids were just crass,
He was the Naz
With god given ass.

He took it all to far,
But boy could he play guitar!!

4/29/2014 0 comment

“Would you rather be raped or murdered?”

by lost_soul 4/29/2014

written by lost_soul

My criminal law professor asked. Most of my classmates were silent, while the two or three debaters exploded at each other over that question.

Their voices were tuned out as I pondered this predicament; what would it be like to be murdered? I have been raped before, and I know of the pain that comes along with it, externally and internally. But to be free from this hell by someone else’s hand? Would that be a viable option?

My family would have someone to direct their blame, instead of blaming themselves for my death. The murderer would have gotten their frustration out, and I would be free […]

4/29/2014 1 comment

im down again

by sophie 4/28/2014

written by sophie

and if each of us are doomed to continue like this, fuck it

“find a hobby” when you’re tired of doing that, then what?
“take a nap” I can’t nap forever. what do you want me to do?
“its not your fault” yeah well when your human incubation system fails you and you face stretching your vagina for a dead baby you come back and try saying that again

4/28/2014 2 comments

My story.

by helpme_ 4/27/2014

written by helpme_

Well, up until summer of ’11, everything was going alright. Yes, I was still your average 6th grader. Bullied and all. But, my parents were also dealing with divorce. Their fighting kept me up at night. Which, eventually started my cutting habits. After their papers were signed and our house was sold, everything got worse. My dad ended up being obsessed with my mom. She bought a house and he would drive past it everyday. He’d go to her work and sit in the parking lot. Â He would text and call her non-stop. Well, my mom got a boyfriend which caused my dad to eventually […]

4/27/2014 0 comment

Instant song.

by WoodenGrave 4/26/2014

written by WoodenGrave

… Sometimes i wish that this is all just a dream, but sometimes i wish that i don’t want to live in sin.
Many times disapointed, but I still stand tall.
Waiting for a miracle to bring me up. My eyes are seen my own truth in the world full of lies, oh God is there Hope for us, for us? Similar souls who try so hardÂ – To live lie … I saw everythin but still stuck in prison wearing a chains, oh god can you hear me now? Where are you, i still wanna touch the edge of the greatness but i can’t […]

4/26/2014 0 comment

I wish… I wasnt stuck

by ApologeticSighz 4/26/2014

written by ApologeticSighz

I wish,

oh how I wish I had the strength to bring my breath to a stop,

I’m stuck between my loved ones and death,

And they don’t suspect my last breath.

— I wish i had the strength to kill myself, but I cant, because no one knows what death is like. So many religions around the world have their own ideals and perspectives. Some I used to follow till they yelled, stared down at me, ignore me, bullied me and drove me into the smallest corner of the church to hide. Til’ my family was done with their business there. Â Sometimes my sister would sit next to […]

4/26/2014 0 comment

If only!

by hollylion 4/25/2014

written by hollylion

I wish all of us on here could just get together in one place and hug and cry and eat a lot of food. Especially since so many of us are so lonely and no one else understands what we’re going through.

4/25/2014 10 comments

Missing someone

by karenation 4/23/2014

written by karenation

Its been over 3 months since the last time I saw the person I am in love with. I have not tried to talk to him or anything. There are days I would give anything to hold him one more time. But I don’t contact him because I know he wont talk to me, things ended pretty bad between us. I just wish there was a way to tell him how much I miss him without talking to him

4/23/2014 3 comments

People who act like people

by Stain 4/23/2014

written by Stain

I have no gripe with the basic design of the animal known Homo sapiens. It has an impressive free range of motion, adaptability, fingers which allow it to perform delicate tasks as well as arms which provide strength, and it has a brain that is capable of some logic as well as emotional thoughts. And while not quite as impressive in this regard as, say, Canis lupus familiaris (the dog), it has some capacity for selflessness and dedication to things other than itself.

On an individual basis, Homo sapiens is a decent design. But when people start acting like people, that’s when this decent design falls […]

4/23/2014 2 comments

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