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Villain

Lies

by NotReallyHereAtAll 6/20/2013

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

I’ve been lying to myself and to everyone else and in my posts on this site for the last few months without really even realising it.

It’s just that I keep telling myself and everyone else that I’m super happy and super confident, telling the small minority of people who knew how broken I was in 2012 that I’m far from that now. I tell myself I’m strong and I’m happy and that I can do anything, when I’m sad I tell myself it’s not permanent and that I have to snap out of it. I’ve shaped myself into an unfeeling ***** and now I have […]

6/20/2013 4 comments

it’s a game i don’t wanna play

by kros 2/12/2013

written by kros

Rules are made to enslaveÂ boredom is there to tell you it’s time to change the viewÂ i just want to find the cheat codes so i can fly

everytime i turn on the tv i feel like smashing the roomÂ i hate to work and be taxed because people i don’t know are having it a little worse then meÂ all i find are lies dyed in virtueÂ i hate this world because a hero gets a bullet in the head and the villain gets a medal

SomeoneÂ else has to tell me how to live because god said so or half the people elected a puppet.My family doesn’t know shit about […]

2/12/2013 0 comment

Another brick in the wall

by alex_bohemian 1/14/2013

written by alex_bohemian

My head is a mess. I’m only 19. I’m a girl but I want to be a boy, no one knows that. My mom only stays with us one month per year ’cause she has to work in another country, my dad has mental problems, I live with him, yay. I only have one friend but we don’t share everything.

I was supposed to live. I was supposed to give something to this world. But no, I’m here, preparing my suicide. No note left, just my Tumblr account can clarify some things about the real me. I have no talent, no social skills, no motivations, just […]

1/14/2013 3 comments

My small corner…

by TarotXIII 6/20/2012

written by TarotXIII

This is gonna be the strangest of post for me so far…I’d just like to share this completely for once.This is the one thing I haven’t told anybody since the time it was created when I was 10.No one ever knew this,not even my family.Strange that I’m putting it here to complete strangers on a suicide forum.

I think this is in a way how my last sliver of hope takes form.For as far as I can remember,this world was boring,colorless and full of unfair things.I was quick to escape in my own little dream-land.I was a lone little dreamer since kindergarden,always drawing by myself.No one […]

6/20/2012 4 comments