Ive struggled with depression and anxiety for four years now. I know of people who have had to fight their battle for way longer than that. My friends and the people on the internet say that recovery is possible. They say hold on to hope, look at the brighter side of life, think about your future. What happens when i do all that and more, but still want to die? Even at my happiest, i have that gnawing feeling of hatred for life in the back of my head. I know suicide shouldnt be an option. I know i have a lot to live for. […]
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Walk In The Park
I remember meeting you for the first time. Starving little town. We met by the Skyline. I held you. Everything was right. I remember losing you. Large bustling town.  No Skyline to be found. I miss you. Everything is wrong.
I remember the way you looked standing among the Skyline.  I remember our day together, like a walk in the park. Nothing will ever tarnish that piece of time, that piece of you and me. That peace. I miss you. Everything is wrong.
I am a fifteen year old girl who hates her apperance who would Love to just finally kill herself and get life over with. I am good at hiding my emotions and i am just so so so tired of going on.
i know people lifes are horribly bad but mine is no walk in the park either. My mom sees what she wants my two older sister care but do they care enough? my dad didnt even want me he wanted my second oldest sister. I have been trying to kill myself since 5th grade. this year i was baker acted twice and i […]