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is it the end?

by raven wulffee 5/19/2014

written by raven wulffee

I put this gun to my head

I pulled the trigger I’m dead

i drank the poison

to break from my prison

baby my blood is frozen

you tried to make me revive

because you want me to survive

its to late you said your goodbye

the fault is all mine

I call your name

but to you this is all a game

the scars of time never fade

all this pain that you made

the cuts cover my wrist

i never got to rest

take my blade

give me life that you made

i scream i dont want this anymore

it all sinks to my core

you come to my funeral as i beg you not to cry

i really did try

i told you […]

5/19/2014 3 comments

isnt there someone you wish was here with you. well yea everyone does for me it an old friend of myne her name is kyrie. but she moved to america. havnt seen her since. but we still talk alote over skype. not the same as her being here. if you relate to this coment. if you wanttto share you story of someone u miss coment. and if you want to talk about it easy coment

5/19/2014 5 comments

ThatGirl

by ThatGirl16 5/19/2014

written by ThatGirl16

Where to begin, i know you read tons of those stories and thinking everyone you read is the same but it isn’t, story is what happen to me. when i was 7 everyone made fun of how i talk and looked.i was feeling lost in the world. I was bullied everyday and i got pushed off a play structure and i black out. I have blackouts tons of times, i never tell anybody because all my life my siblings always had me to tell my parents i did what ever was broking or missing so i got tired of trying to tell the […]

5/19/2014 2 comments

Therapy

by rachel_rebellion 5/18/2014

written by rachel_rebellion

I’m sooo scared to go back to therapy.. I don’t want to but my parents are making me! I was in therapy for 2.5 YEARS and it didn’t do anything! Honestly my church has done 100% more in 1.5 YEARS than therapy ever did. It’s annoying, makes the depression even worse, and honestly I haven’t even been feeling depressed lately… sorry for those of you who are not into Christianity (DO NOT GIVE ME CRAP FOR IT PLEASE).. I’ve gotten more involved with the church, gotten involved in outreaches, and might even be going on a mission trip to Mexico in August. I’m finally happy […]

5/18/2014 1 comment

My story

by ThatGirl16 5/18/2014

written by ThatGirl16

The beginning Â of January I became depressed at first i didn’t think i was i thought it was because i didn’t believe it, i went to talk to someone nd i got some medication and it worked for a month until i had lost control, my step dad was in a metal worker so he knows what to do but when i feel depress try everything i can to find ways to kill myself. I look at my siblings and want to be them. I wanted to die but now i want to get better

5/18/2014 1 comment

Do you ever feel like…

by ShowusyerwillE 5/18/2014

written by ShowusyerwillE

We’re finished unless this man comes into power? I just long for this man to be in power. I’m sick of leftism, feminism, abortion and all sorts of horrors. I believe we can make our country great again. I’ve been making plans for him and I just want him to be happy in his world. It’s all that I fucking ask for, I don’t want much in life

5/18/2014 11 comments

What is wrong with the people on this site?

by lawrencenewman 5/18/2014

written by lawrencenewman

Why are people here so lacking compassion, and so illogical too? Â They don’t seem to understand the importance of questioning people who’re suicidal. Â It appears to me like many on here actually want people to commit suicide. Â I’m very disappointed, as I thought this site would be a comfort to me.

5/18/2014 20 comments

two kinds of people

by addicted 5/18/2014

written by addicted

One: suicide because they dint got what they want

Two: suicide because they areÂ deep thinkers

I ve seen all sp users are first category- They keep ranting about their problems

If you suicidal because of your problems you Â are a “super fool” in this world.

5/18/2014 8 comments

today is my last day on earth

by unwantednyc 5/18/2014

written by unwantednyc

welp, i’ve finally grown the balls to end my life, end this pain. honestly, i don’t know why i’m writing this. i guess i don’t necessarily want to die, i just don’t want to live. actually, let me clarify, i don’t want to live my current life; i would trade my life with ANYONE else on this planet. i have nothing, i am nothing. no one loves me, and whenever i try to love someone i end up smothering the person to the point where he/she hates me.

anyways, i think i’m just going to do it. i think i’m just going to get drunk/coked out/messed […]

5/18/2014 1 comment

Can’t Take it Anymore

by Blackroze5 5/17/2014

written by Blackroze5

I am seriously considering suicide if i dont graduate with my class this year because it will completely screw up what’s left in my life. I have already written letters and sealed them for the people i want to leave a message for. They are currently in my book bag where im hoping they will find them when/if it happens. So i guess this isn’t exactly my suicide note but it’s close i guess.

5/17/2014 3 comments

So tired

by Howsoon 5/17/2014

written by Howsoon

I’m struggling. My brain is in fog. I feel like I’m grasping to get a hold of my thoughts but they slip through my fingers like smoke. I can’t focus, I can’t think, I can’t concentrate. I’m meant to be writing for a big project, but just can’t get a hold. I know that it is in my head somewhere but it may as well be covered in lard for all I can get a grip on it. I know I can be so much better than this but it is all so exhausting, I am tired and I am lost like this. I just […]

5/17/2014 1 comment

R.i.p sheena

by lif3blow5 5/17/2014

written by lif3blow5

On april 15 i was on fb and my friend messaged me. “Before i take this bottle i want you to know i have always loved you. You were a good friend i hope you do well”

half skimming the message i wrote ” its been awhile we should hang out tommorrow and catch up on things and yor a good friend also” i had to log off cause the library was closing. The next day a friend called and told me that sheena had killed herself lastnight. My heart stopped and i didnt know what to say… Life blows and thats just the way it […]

5/17/2014 5 comments

i regret everyday :(

by random_girl 5/16/2014

written by random_girl

i hope no one would judge me here .
i am just a teen ., 15-16 ..but i have done horrible things . i had round about 6-7 ex boyfriends & more reltns in which i stayed with just 2-3 days but all these relationships were on fb or phn , no physical contact , i was a kid and i was immature and i hate myslf for wt i had done , i regret it evry single day , i feel so sad that i can’t face myslf . i was immature , but my reputation now is totally ruined , beside my exs […]

5/16/2014 4 comments

confession

by amandapanda42 5/15/2014

written by amandapanda42

people say that writing about how upset i am would help. but it doesn’t help because my dad finds my journal and reads them. i haven’t written down my feelings in over 3 years.Â i want to write my feelings down. i want help. but my dad just tells me to suck it up. that i’m not really depressed. people say to ask for help. but whats the point of asking for help if nobody listens no matter how loud you are? i have attempted suicide twice. i had to go to the hospital one time. my parents were crying like they actually cared and […]

5/15/2014 6 comments

Zoned Out

by Jaye 5/15/2014

written by Jaye

I’ve started on an antipsychotic to tone down my high anxiety levels, but they make me feel so sleepy and sedated I can’t do anything but sleep. This is probably a good thing because its a nice blackout from reality, but it means I have more moments in the day where I ‘wake up’, and waking up is the worst. I feel so low all the time; my family keep thinking i’m ‘making progress’ but I still feel exactly the same about everything. I still think about how I need that final end, that there isnt any other option for me. I’m only doing these […]

5/15/2014 2 comments

Abusing Parents, No friends, No girlfriend, No support from anyone :'(

by abhishek 5/15/2014

written by abhishek

My name is Abhishek, I’m 23 years old. My parents are abusing me everyday and everytime. No matter how much I try to avoid them, they just find a way to put me down. They want me to die. I haven’t done anything wrong, I’m just a guy who helps others and this is what I got for my goodness. I had a girlfriend but I have to leave her because of my parents. I’m lonely and I have nobody to share my pain. I want to cry but I stop myself thinking that I must become stronger in order to survive. But now I […]

5/15/2014 1 comment

blood test

by anaboyred24 5/15/2014

written by anaboyred24

yesterday I had a phone call from my GP (DR’s) they said i had to go in right away to discourse my latest Â blood test. when I Â got I there Â they saw me almost right away so basically I’ve got Â deficiency in vitamin D,A,C,b12 Â i’m alsoÂ anemia on top off all that the sodium and potassiumÂ Â are low as well and i’ve been give a shit load off pills to help with this because i’mÂ bulimic and have been for over 10 years with episodes of anorexic I kinder know this could happen but I’m not going to stop Â i don’t think i can it been apart off […]

5/15/2014 2 comments

Update: A Newer New Low

by AarinaDaae 5/14/2014

written by AarinaDaae

So, if you read my previous post, “A New Low”, you’ll understand the title and the following post.

So, I wasn’t fired from my job. Instead, they have decided to make my life so unbearably miserable that I want to quit. Today, literally, no one spoke to me. I would initiate conversation or ask a question and no one would respond. Unless I died and I just haven’t realized it, I would think that the least people could do is answer questions so that I could go about doing my miserable job. If i’m wrong, by all means, please point it out. I’m not being provided […]

5/14/2014 9 comments

Ever wish?

by sadforlife21 5/14/2014

written by sadforlife21

Ever wish that one day something would happen. Something bad. Like a car crash, being murdered, a heart attack anything that would kill you. So you yourself wouldnt have to commit the deed of killing yourself. Sometimes i just want to be gone i just want to quit life and be for ever at rest. I really dont know if im cut of for this “life” thing. Sometimes i just wish…

5/14/2014 6 comments

Does it get easier?

by -E- 5/13/2014

written by -E-

Does it get any easier? Dealing with the pain? The sadness? Resisting the urge to wrap her in a hug and kiss her? How about pretending nothing’s wrong? Or accepting the fact that the thing you want most, you can’t have. Or how about living? Does that get any easier? Does it ever?

5/13/2014 4 comments

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