I cant sleep just too many thoughts going threw my mind like ” does he feel the same about me ” “why do I even think I have a chance” “whats the point anymore” . people don’t understand that the littlest things will make me upset. I want to sleep again, but tow hours a night isn’t enough. Thoughts of killing my self goes threw my head every night almost.. but then I think too myself when im dead ill still be judged and people will talk about me even more about ” the girl who killed her self”. if I ever did I think […]
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i don’t even know what to write. i had a kind of crisis within myself today. i do’t really know what happened. i just fell. i felt nothing and then i felt sick and then i just .. i dont know. and the person i reached out to got very angry at me. and now wont answer my calls. and i keep thinking i cant feel worse,and then i do. this is worse than the despair, sadness, worse because it feels empty, void of feeling , even bad feelings. the only thing i feel is fear.
no, i do feel llike crying. i am not even […]
have you ever felt left out? have you ever felt so unwanted? My bestfriend has said and started rumors about me and wont answer my texts, but I know shes there. people call me a ginger, im not A ginger i just have a red tint to my hair! it seems like they all hate me and that the world would be better without me. ME is a word i thought was pretty, smart, nice, and funny but it turns out at night I find myself crying and thats not ME. I want the things to back to the way they were last year, everything was perfect. this […]