i’m going to die if i keep trying to prove to him that he’s wrong. or im going to die sitting here knowing hes wrong about this and all of the other things hes wrong about. he doesn’t understand that even though he’s been right about some things, that doesn’t mean he is always right. he thinks im a cookie cutter of somebody else, or another story, or things he’s read, etc. im not, i’m my own person. i dont know what to do. im going to die sitting here. this is why all i want to do is sleep. i love him more than […]
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Wrong Decision
As you know, I’ve recently had to deal with some things that were beyond my control. All in this one week I got the closest I’ve ever been to anyone and then completely lost him. I was devasted and I’ll admit- a bit dramatic but I thought about it. I thought a lot about it all, everything. He was harming me more than helping me I decided. I just made myself believe otherwise. We all do that, live in our own worlds and throw a bit of falseness in every situation. It happens naturally. That’s why you can never really trust anything for certain. So […]