noon

i’m going to die if i keep trying to prove to him that he’s wrong. or im going to die sitting here knowing hes wrong about this and all of the other things hes wrong about. he doesn’t understand that even though he’s been right about some things, that doesn’t mean he is always right. he thinks im a cookie cutter of somebody else, or another story, or things he’s read, etc. im not, i’m my own person. i dont know what to do. im going to die sitting here. this is why all i want to do is sleep. i love him more than anything in the universe. im sorry.
so now my life is over. he said he is giving me until noon to tell him the truth or he is blocking me and done forever. im going to die. are you kidding me? how can he make a decision like that? i am telling him the truth. and there is no way either one of us can prove that. how can he make a decision like that? its because he uses confirmation bias. when he is correct about some things, he assumes he is correct about everything. he always does that. im sorry. i wish i could take back everything. im sorry. i dont know what to do. when he is angry there is nothing you can do to change his mind. i dont know what to do. why does he always assume hes right? that has started so many unnecessary fights. there have been so many times that we have fought about things for hours, or for months, even for a year, or more, that he is wrong about. and i think he still thinks he’s right. there were things he was right about, and im sorry. but he uses that, and then thinks hes correct about anything and everything. he’s wrong. im not lying.
im sorry. i dont know what to do.
i feel like my life is over. i dont know what to do. how do you convince somebody of something you cant prove? how do i stop him from making the wrong decision? i dont know what to do. im just going to sleep forever. that solves nothing. i dont want to live like that. every second hurts more and more. every second gets more painful.
what the hell can i do?
i dont know what to do.
i love him more than anything in the universe. he’s making the wrong decision. i dont know what to do. i dont want to live like that. i cant live like this.
i really wish he could step back and understand he’s not always right. hes not right. i dont know what to do.