So like March 24th I put a post up So Now What? Basically saying something random and this is what it said:
“When i’m bored, I send a text to a random number saying “I hid the body… now what?”
So I found this… And when I was out it happened luckily people were able to take a joke I was scared the police were gonna get called… So… Yep… anyone keen?
From cutting to smoking weed like I’m fucking Lucky Dube. Yep. At least the pain is better. That’s all I have to say.
I still want to die.
This is what I was told today:
Calculus isn’t even difficult, but fuck that. It’s gonna get harder, and…you should switch your major. There’s physics, (which requires Calculus II), and statistics, and linear algebra, and you suck at math. And algorithms and data structures are math classes; and so is foundations of computer science.
Yep, great way to live life. If it’s hard, fuck it. Every rational person does that.
People suck. Way to be supportive.
The first installment to the Notepad saga…. yep, that’s it.
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To Whom It May Concern,
You may think of me as stupid. Ugly. Dumb for meeting my 2 best friends over the internet. Meeting the love of my life over the internet. Stupid for writing this, but you don’t know how I feel. Let me tell you.
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