So lonely i cant stand it. I have no idea why i havent killed myself yet, i wish i did a long time ago. I guess i cant blame anyone for not wanting to be my friend. Nobody would want a stupid, weak, fool like myself for a friend. I deserve to die.
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I feel the same. Countless times I’ve thought about killing myself… including tonight. Just think about the people who care about you. If you killed yourself then it would be them who you hurt. Surely you don’t want that.
Nobody cares about me. Thats one of the reasons why i wanna kill myself
I’m lonely too and feel the same way as you. I can’t even do anything to help my extreme loneliness because I’m really awkward meeting new people and often have little to say in conversation. I’ve been friendless since middle school and now I’m in college and it’s getting tougher and tougher to deal with the loneliness seeing all these people around me surrounded by friends. I used to watch lots of anime and dramas as a coping method but now that I’m an adult, I’m beginning to yearn for actual social interaction, entertainment isn’t enough for me. I haven’t attempted suicide yet because I know there are people worse off than me and I don’t want to hurt my family and ruin their reputation.
But I’m sure there’s someone out there for you who will be your friend just like there’s someone probably out there for me, we just haven’t found them yet. (That’s what people always tell me)
Why do you think you’re stupid?
Im stupid because i always end up hurting the ones i care about
Talk to me buddy
Whats there to talk about?
You said you are lonely. That no one would want to be friends with you. Well… Then become unlonely. Talk to me. If you wish I mean. Obviously no presure.
And it’s not like you are going to hurt me, so if you need a vent. Go ahead. You said being lonely is one reason. What else?
Well i have other posts that explain it. If you want yo take the time to read them, i wouldnt blame you if you didnt. They’re stupid anyways.
@LiveNoLonger : Remember, the world is a lonely place, there could be a million people around you and it could still be lonely. Though, at the same time, there could be one person with you, and it could feel like a mob of people out to get you. If you were stupid, you wouldn’t be on this site, practically blogging. If you were weak, you wouldn’t be able to handle the pressure of the world on your shoulders. And yes, maybe you are a fool, but we all are at moments. Being human means making mistakes, and all that shit. You are strong, you are smart, you are brave. And if we didn’t care about you, we wouldn’t be replying to your posts. And your opinion matters. If you wanna talk, I’m here.