I’m hanging in there. I have been doing pretty good recently.. luckily I have some good things on the Horizon that are keeping me filled with joy. I will be traveling up North to Visit family and also planning a move when I get back. So I will have some good times to share with family and then embark on a new move when I get back. Every time I move It usually works out well for me. I wind up in a new place with a fresh start and new people to meet and new places to explore and I am looking forward to doing that again for like the 25 time. lol
I have been doing good. But at times I get down on my luck. When I think about all the past pain I have been through I can hardly believe I have gotten through it. My belief in God is what gets me through things… I know its not popular here on SP forum to believe in God. But I do. When I think about my past I get all frustrated and wish that I had done so many things differently. So I have come to learn to forget the past and just live in the NOW and make the best of things and move forward. I am 44 years of age now and its a miracle that I have lived this long. I have had a lot of Near Death Experiences including car accidents and suicide attempts in the past and so forth. But somehow I am still alive.
As I figure If I am still alive after all that I have been through then there must be a reason for it. I hope and pray and believe that somehow the best days of my life are ahead of me and not behind me. I have accomplished most of the bucket list items I had listed many years ago. But now I have decided to just keep going with getting things accomplished and adding new goals to my life agenda.
I love this forum. I probably would not be alive today if I hadn’t found this place.
My life right now is pretty cool. with only a few exceptions. 1) I have a roommate that wont ever stop talking (talks to much) 2) money problems have popped up… as my income is limited right now 3) I dont have a car.
If I could find a roommate who doesn’t talk my god-dam ear off all the time. Increase my income and also buy a car My life would be wonderful
So well I am hanging in there doing the best I can with what I have and hoping and praying for things to get even better.
I wish everybody here well and thank you for your nice comments and your help.
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It’s always fascinated me how people who talk too much never know that they talk too much. My theory is that these people *think* every thing they say is as interesting to others as their words are to themselves. (Even when their audience is falling asleep while they speak).
Yeah Morris. You are right. My roommate goes on and on about the stupidest stuff and I have to sit there and think why are they even saying these things. I am the only one in the room and I am not entertained at all by this. Its almost like some people talk just to hear their own voice. its ridiculous. And I am open minded. I like a good conversation.. but when a person is just blurting out their mouth for no rhyme or reason its just a nuisance. I only speak when I have something relevant to say. LOL
Haha
Dialogue= A back and forth conversation that consists of equal parts speaking and listening.
Monologue= When one person does all of the talking expecting the audience to listen without ever chiming in.
I’ve had monologue friends in the past, their favorite topic of conversation is always themselves (or whatever it is they’re going on about). They get bored when they’re not the center of attention. Listening is not their forte.
I hope you have a great vacation, win the lottery, and find yourself a nice Christian Playboy centerfold who listens when you’re sharing your thoughts.
God Bless thee.
You should make them text everything on an iPad. That should slow things down. Tell them they can only use one pinky to type.
Yeah I wish they would do that HDS… so then I could just delete the text messages and not have to hear the noise pollution.
I am glad you feel better. I’ve always believed in God and never been an atheist although I somehow see God as the entire universe and not someone who creates according to his liking and never comes back to see how his creation fares. In my vision the universe is a creation but it has always been a part of God in the same time so God never really created but rather expanded himself or herself. We are part of God and the universe is perfect.
According to me, one of the reasons why we experience suffering is us. We chose to explore the lower dimensions of physicality, which is fine because the universe is perfect.
I know that what I say may not be very popular on SP but it has been the result of years of thinking and research.