I feel like i cant do life anymore, im always alone i have no one to turn to and i never have. I dont know what to do, i want to die but its such a difficult thing to go about doing but staying alive is also incredibly difficult. I feel trapped and that my circumstances will never improve and i will always be miserable and lonely. I am autistic and i have bipolar which has been affecting me since i was a small child and i feel i will never be free of misery and i am trapped in a life i do not want and am at a loss of how to keep going. I feel like i put so much effort into all of my relationships of all kind and yet i still end up being a burden and it is very emotionally exhausting, i really need a break from everything i cannot cope on my own any more.
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I know exactly how you feel. Trapped in circumstances you can’t change. No one even cares enough to ask how you’re doing and if you find someone to tell, they start thinking you’re crazy. Every relationship you attemp always ends in failure. Told a woman how I felt about her. Someone I thought it would mean something to… Someone who helped change my life. She hasn’t talked to me since. What’s the point anymore? I know how you feel
yeah i had a boyfriend and i really cared for him and he always said how kind i was but then with me hed be so apathetic, if i had problems it was because i was crazy and it has made me think whats the point if even the people closest to you dont care at all.