THE HURT IS TOO MUCH

REJECTION FROM YOUR LEGAL FAMILY IS HURTFUL. REJECTION FROM YOUR ADOPTIVE FAMILY IS EVEN WORSE. REJECTION FROM YOUR CHILDREN IS THE MOST HURTFUL THING IN THE WORLD. REJECTION FOR MONEY AND REJECTION BECAUSE OF BEING THREATENED AND BECAUSE ITS TOUGH LOVE.
TOUGH LOVE CAUSES MORE HURT AND PAIN AND I HAVE BEEN TOUGH LOVED TO DEATH. THAT MESS WENT OUT IN THE 70’S WHEN A MASS SUICIDE WAS DISCOVERED AT A TOUGH LOVE COMMUNE RAN BY SUSAN PALMONDO. SHE SELLS INSURANCE TO YOUR FAMILY. SHE CONVINCED PEOPLE THAT THEIR FAMILIES DID NOT LOVE THEM DIDN’T WANT THEM AND THIS IS WHAT SHE AND HER FAMILY ARE DOING TO ME NOW. I AM VERY SUICIDAL AND MY FAMILY HAS TAKEN OUT A LIFE INSURANCE POLICY AND IT PAYS ON SUICIDE WHICH SHOULD BE ILLEGAL. I AM FORCED TO DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO BY HER AND MY FAMILY. SHE FORCES YOU TO COMMIT SUICIDE. SHE IS LIKE JIM JONES IN A WAY AND WILL TRY POISON ETC TO GET YOU TO DIE. SHE GETS COMMISSION AND PART OF THE MONEY. THAT’S THE AGREEMENT. HER AND HER FAMILY LIVE VERY WELL ABOVE THEIR MEANS. AND THEY EVEN MURDER PEOPLE WHEN THEY CAN IT PAY’S MORE. THEY PAID SOMEONE TO MURDER ME IN 2003. I WAS SHOT AND LIVED. SO SHE CLAIMED A CADAVER AND COLLECTED AND PAID THE ATTEMPTED MURDERERS 5’000.00. FOR THE ATTEMPT. I CAN’T GET A JOB BECAUSE OF HER AND HER KIDS AND ADOPTEES. THEY WANT WHAT OTHERS HAVE. SHE IS EVIL PERSONIFIED. AND THE POLICE WILL NOT STOP HER BECAUSE THEY TAKE THEIR CUT TO. SHE ALSO CLAIMS SHE IS A FEDERAL JUDGES WIFE IN ARKANSAS. I DON’T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO. I HAVE ATTEMPTED SUICIDE BY HANGING MYSELF, BY SLICING MY WRISTS, MEDICINE DOES NOT HELP AND NEITHER DOES TALKING ABOUT IT. NOR DOES PRAYING ABOUT IT. GOD DOES NOT STOP YOU FROM IT EITHER. HE DOES NOT CARE SINCE HE GETS PAID TOO. ITS A BIG GOVERNMENT COVER UP. AS LONG AS THE GOV GETS HIS CUT TOO.