Masks

I feel as though i’m wearing a mask and no matter how much I want 2 I can’t b completely honest with anyone including my family and friends. I fake a smile and a laugh wen they’re catching on 2 me but it’s all a lie like I’m hiding behide a mask of fake happiness and I just can’t take it anymore I’m sick of lying. Y should I live a life filled with lies it feels fake like the mask. I feel like all of my emotion has been taken away and filled with emptiness.