Im crying while im writing this, i dont value my life anymore, nobody likes me i feel all alone by myself and even if i try i always fail at everything, i’ve heard that im horrible and stupid and all kinds of bad things that you can imagine, i just have one single true friend and a couple more that i just feel that i cant trust, i never had a girlfriend neither i kissed anyone, i feel like im too young for suicide but i just cant take it anymore, i feel like an empty in my heart, that theres a growing pain inside me, im not fluent english so bear with me, sometimes i think that im just making a big drama but.. The pain is too big, i beg please , if theres is a god right now, i beg him to help me, im rejected always and i feel like i dont belong anywhere, when i was 3 months old i was dying already, the medics saved me but they rather just leave me to die, theres no reason to live anymore, everyday i wake up i feel dissapointed by myself, i dont deserve this, i really need to die.
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hold on to your true friend. a lot of us dont have someone like that. i mean we can all almost tell people things we think and feel that are personal but (in my case) it dosent mean they care; so just hold on to what you have and you will keep making it through the days
I understand. Remember to breathe. deep and count. I’ve never had a boyfriend 🙂 It just means there is someone extreemely special for you out there, just needing to be found. Hold on to what you have got, no matter how little it may seem. I’m on the same trail as you. I wasn’t as young as 3 months, at 17 i was abducted at knife point, i too wish he took my life. but we are here, maybe for a reason. I don’t understand either, But everyday is a huge battle. Maybe you need answers just as much as I have been needing. We are not alone people just don’t understand, you are helping me, thank you. it’s like you understand, and that make’s me feel a little better. I don’t know who you are but i wish that the best thing for you will happen what ever it is. You are not the problem those who don’t understand have the problem (maybe if they where a cartoon they would be drawn with no ears!) 🙂
Life just sucks buddy, trust me. I have failed a lot in many things too. I have so many qualifications and things and have tried so many avenues that I am sick of being rejected.
Just get a girlfriend, look in facebook and other services, you will end knowing someone then go out to drink something, or to eat, or to a show, and there you may have your chance …
The only thing you need is a GIRL, please try it with all your heart, it will work, and you will be happy again a promise you !