To be or not to be
That is the question
The Bard had Hamlet ask
In a play long ago
To be or not to be
That is the question
To many of us ask ourselves
When situations feel desperate
If you have been feeling like this
I ask you please think about it more
I did not and I live with the damage
Of a unsuccessful try not to be
Try to be the person you are
Even if difficulty’s are so stressful
I will never be the person I was
The Brain Damage took her away
If you ask yourself this question
The Bard had Hamlet ask so long ago
To Be Or Not To Be
Please remember me
gypsy
3-29-06
“Almost ten years ago I ODed on my antidepressants, because of the very large amount of pills I took and flat-lining two times I have Brain Damage. The Dr’s said it was a miracle the damage was minor. I have to live with it and it’s not minor to me. At 46 years old I had to stop working, I had tried for a year and 2 jobs to work. But I no longer have a short team memory that is any good at all and I can no longer learn things the easy way. And after I learn them a lot of times I forget them again. I had a bad stutter, now I only stutter if I am very nervous or upset. I have partial amnesia, for about 3 years I didn’t remember almost anything and then over the years I started to remember. A lot of my life is still gone though. I have tremors they are better then they where but its still annoying. My equilibrium is messed up, my brain thinks up is about one foot to the right and I get bad dizzy spells. I fell a lot that’s how I hurt my back and had to have the back surgery that left me physically disabled.
All because I thought it would be easier Not To Be! Cara