once again, sitting here patheticly writing about what im doing, hoping that someone will try to stop me, but knowing that i’ll just get mad at anyone who does. so i sit here again. with my blade. cutting my own flesh to the point of blood.
I also used to cute (my upper left shoulder) it was easy enough to hide. Comma, however, if you think it would make a good suicide you are wrong. There have been very few cases of successful cutting related suicides. Your mind won’t let you get to the second arm anyway. You’ll be dialing 911 before you understand what’s happened. Plus if done wrong not only will you live but you will also never be able to use your hand(s) again.
so true is what electriclollie said, ask me how many times I tried to slit my wrists, and arteries, too many… it never works…
besides, ask yourself this question, would all that blood solve your problem? I don’t think so, by cutting it’s like all you do is beating yourself and punishing yourself… but for what? and would all that beating help?…
I’ve been through a hell today… the worst so far… well you can say that there in the middle of my misery there was this light… and that light failed me…
but I didn’t cut myself… because now that I know that no one will lead me out of this hell I know I’ll have to get the hell up and find my own way alone…
Hi wishicould. I just want to say hello. Hope you feel at least a little bit better now. *hug*
2 IdentityCrisis: There are no answers to your questions. In mad world no logical answers.
STOP IT RIGHT NOW! if anyone gets it im here i dont wanna hear you push anyone especially me away because i get what your going through so you better write to me as soon as u can!!! i mean it!
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I also used to cute (my upper left shoulder) it was easy enough to hide. Comma, however, if you think it would make a good suicide you are wrong. There have been very few cases of successful cutting related suicides. Your mind won’t let you get to the second arm anyway. You’ll be dialing 911 before you understand what’s happened. Plus if done wrong not only will you live but you will also never be able to use your hand(s) again.
so true is what electriclollie said, ask me how many times I tried to slit my wrists, and arteries, too many… it never works…
besides, ask yourself this question, would all that blood solve your problem? I don’t think so, by cutting it’s like all you do is beating yourself and punishing yourself… but for what? and would all that beating help?…
I’ve been through a hell today… the worst so far… well you can say that there in the middle of my misery there was this light… and that light failed me…
but I didn’t cut myself… because now that I know that no one will lead me out of this hell I know I’ll have to get the hell up and find my own way alone…
hope this helped
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Hi wishicould. I just want to say hello. Hope you feel at least a little bit better now. *hug*
2 IdentityCrisis: There are no answers to your questions. In mad world no logical answers.
STOP IT RIGHT NOW! if anyone gets it im here i dont wanna hear you push anyone especially me away because i get what your going through so you better write to me as soon as u can!!! i mean it!
e-mail-mkafan12@yahoo.com