Sick of fighting myself

You are not alone. I understand that the self loathing and what-ifs can eat at you, leaving you broken. But I was told today that I shouldn’t be so hard on myself, that I am not responsible for everything, and mistakes are only human. We can choose to learn from them or not, but that choice is ours, and we make the right choice for our lives at that time. Perhaps if you had the same choice to make today, you would have chosen differently, but the you now and the you then are not the same.