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If you want to talk to someone, I’m here. I’m a social work student.

We can get through this guys.

Ella-Avriel

my e-mail address is ellaavriel@yahoo.com

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blood doll suicide hand 11/20/2010 - 11:31 pm

hey i saw once on another site something that made me think it was about going on and fighting to survive and not just dweling in shit lands forever… well it was worded kinda like that. i dont know well sorry i should not be asking you im not worth it sorry

avriel 11/20/2010 - 11:32 pm

WHO SAID YOU’RE NOT WORTH IT?!

blood doll suicide hand 11/20/2010 - 11:36 pm

me no one else i talk to says things like that but i hate myself and im not worth an effort im a lost cause damned with no spirit to proveil and no life worth living i think i should huff something to off my mynd alittle

avriel 11/20/2010 - 11:36 pm

why do you hate yourself?

blood doll suicide hand 11/20/2010 - 11:41 pm

it started with my dad hating me hating me for fucking up his marriage hatting me for being fat and ugly and yeah he expressis that to me. the rest of the people hating me came easy i never did like myself always hated seeing pictures of me didnt ever wanna smile for a picture i dont like it and seeing me young all i think of is how i never knew i had no chance but its so apperent from sight.

avriel 11/20/2010 - 11:42 pm

i hear you. okay so……how did you “fuck up” his marriage?

blood doll suicide hand 11/20/2010 - 11:47 pm

by being alive i really dont know i never got more of an answer then i caused thier fights and arguments and that i wasnt good enough to be happy which i see is true and agree with

avriel 11/20/2010 - 11:54 pm

everyone deserves to be happy. there are going to be people in your life who are going to hate on you, who are going to call you names, who are just going to make your life a living hell. it sucks, iiii know.

from what i’m hearing from you, the environment in which you live seems to be preeeeeeeeeeeeetttty toxic and is probably not serving you any good. the things that your “father” tells you, is complete and utter bullshit. being fat or ugly etc etc (which you’re not), does not a person make. it doesn’t determine your self worth or what you’re capable of.
the overall fact that you’re on this thing, asking for some support, asking for someone to talk to is HUGE! you obviously see theres a ‘problem’ going on, and you want to fix it (but i hope that suicide wont be the answer). that’s amaaazzing! be proud of yourself for that.

Here’s a bunch of questions:
What are your thoughts on this?
How can I help you?
What do you think you need at this point?

oh and also, can i ask how old you are?

blood doll suicide hand 11/20/2010 - 11:59 pm

my thoughts are blank… but maybe a little happy to talk to someone. i dont know if you can help i chose long term suicide death by smoke inhalation, drug indigestion, huff anything that sprays right. you know destructive. at this point im looking for interaction and other… im 23 a guy never thought at 15 i would even be 23 or what it would be like so far i cannot complain for knowing deep inside my problems compared to others are minimal . for you what type of work do you do? how and why did you find this site? what are your thoughts on things and how old are you?

avriel 11/21/2010 - 12:07 am

Is anything I’m saying resonating with you? Anything you agree with? Disagree with? Can I ask what other social supports you have? What makes you happy? Are you still living with your dad?

Don’t compare your ‘problems’ to other peoples problems. We’re gonna focus on the here and now πŸ™‚ No worries. I’m sorry if that came across as bitchy. TOTttttttttttttttttttttttttally not my intention.

Welll. I’m a social work student. in one of my classes, there was a group who did a presentation on suicide and various treatment methods etc. they brought up this suicideproject.org website, and i thought I would check it out. I really really realllllllllllllllllllly want to help people. I know what it’s like to be in pain, i have my own mental health issues, and man, i’ve been there.

When I get into the social work field, I want to work with youth/adults, mental health, substance abuse issues, crisis intervention stuff, homelessness etc.

What are my thoughts on your situation: I think you’re a pretty fucking resilient individual. I think that we can get through this. It’ll be a process though. what do you THINK you need right now?

And…..I’m 25.

blood doll suicide hand 11/21/2010 - 12:12 am

its getting in slowly i get ssi for schitzoprenia paranoid type. i rent an apt with my mom. i dont live with my dad its fine now. right now i couldnt tell you what i need i dont know.

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