i kno its sad but i hve made a list of things i wud like to complete before i die.
one. i wud like to finish reading a tale of two cities.
two. i wud like to start a fight at school with the kids who bully me.
three. i wud like to scream. see i hvent done it and pple say its good for you.
four. i wud like to stay silent for a day at school.
five. i wud like to kiss tina again.
six. i wud like to try a joint of marijuana for curiousity’s sake.
seven. i wud like to scream and rant and cry and remember it all.
eight. i wud like to laugh so hard i pee my pants.
nine. i wud like to have a real smile.
ten. i wud like to pass all of my exams.
eleven. i wud like to write a short tragic story.
twelve. i wud like to be true with myself.
thirteen. i wud like to smile in the mirror and admire how sexy i am and be glad tht no chick will evr get to this body.
fourteen. i wud love to burn in flames.
fifteen. i wud love to say goodbye to everyone.
so i may not commit suicide tht early. u see i got this list now. so i hve to complete it. i gotta get propane n be alone. i hve to figure out a way to say goodbye to evryone who “loves” me cuz i sure as hell love them. but my times up so i need to go now.