i kno its sad but i hve made a list of things i wud like to complete before i die.
one. i wud like to finish reading a tale of two cities.
two. i wud like to start a fight at school with the kids who bully me.
three. i wud like to scream. see i hvent done it and pple say its good for you.
four. i wud like to stay silent for a day at school.
five. i wud like to kiss tina again.
six. i wud like to try a joint of marijuana for curiousity’s sake.
seven. i wud like to scream and rant and cry and remember it all.
eight. i wud like to laugh so hard i pee my pants.
nine. i wud like to have a real smile.
ten. i wud like to pass all of my exams.
eleven. i wud like to write a short tragic story.
twelve. i wud like to be true with myself.
thirteen. i wud like to smile in the mirror and admire how sexy i am and be glad tht no chick will evr get to this body.
fourteen. i wud love to burn in flames.
fifteen. i wud love to say goodbye to everyone.
so i may not commit suicide tht early. u see i got this list now. so i hve to complete it. i gotta get propane n be alone. i hve to figure out a way to say goodbye to evryone who “loves” me cuz i sure as hell love them. but my times up so i need to go now.
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its a good list. i like it.
but honestly, if your going to kill yourself anyway, why dont you add somemore. like meaningless drunk sex? or doing a nudie run. or walking around somewhere youve never been all day till you get absoloutly lost. ooorr… stealing something from a shop. making something, like biulding something, i dont know. i just think if your going to die anyway you should do everything you can. and i know stealing is bad and whatever, but fuck it. it would be fun and thrilling, and when your dead who cares anyway.
how to tell everone you love them? its been done to death, but letters definatly get all your feeling out in the open…
although maybe, if you dont want them to know you hated life, dont write letters, and jut leave things behind for them, like items with their names on them. something little, that means alot. something that will make them see that they should be happy for you, and not beat themselves up about how they might have effected you hating life.
i dont know though, and sorry my comment is so long i just realised, hope it helps 🙂
I love this! My list is long I want to go streaking and do everything I possibly can before it happens
@hattie lolz i thought about getting lost in the woods the day before i die n when i start to panic, ill blow myself up. da drunk sex wudnt get on my list cuz i hve had enough sex for lifetime.
but the idea about givin things to my peeps who i love, i might do tht. thnx
Tis a good list indeed, hey why dont you just do it and more..
withought the part of killing yourself 🙂
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@bodhisattva killing myself is the reason for this list. if i complete it i hve no reason to live.