Before i start to share my though’s with you i must say that my inglish is not very good, and i don’t f**** care.
I wont give you any of my life details, background or something like that.I’m 20 old done not to long ago and iThink i’m tired of this reality. It started not to long ago. Actualy i found my self in a bad shaped live condition, and this is meybe affecting my psych and emotional state, since i’m a very sensibel person, may not look at the first aparition.
I don’t think of suicide or death, i’m happy to live and breath. I got friends and family who loves me. I’m a smart person. I have a nice fisical looking.
I got all i want and worship in this live. I don’t have too much money and i donÂ´t care about it. I’m Healthy (i think). I’m knowed as a born talent for art expretion. I have to not be bored right?
… But still I getting tired of my living sitatuion, I’m tired of going out with freinds, but i don’t want to stay at home. This situation makes me do nothing for my self and my personal projects.
I see the world as a sick domination by a mass mad society who i wish to love but i can’t. I’m not getting to much knowledge in this world and persons, since i started to became ceptic about this world i became bored.I don’t want to die, still i don’t want to exist. I’m tired of thinking i think.
I’m I getting depressed?