Hello!
Before i start to share my though’s with you i must say that my inglish is not very good, and i don’t f**** care.
I wont give you any of my life details, background or something like that.I’m 20 old done not to long ago and iThink i’m tired of this reality. It started not to long ago. Actualy i found my self in a bad shaped live condition, and this is meybe affecting my psych and emotional state, since i’m a very sensibel person, may not look at the first aparition.
I don’t think of suicide or death, i’m happy to live and breath. I got friends and family who loves me. I’m a smart person. I have a nice fisical looking.
I got all i want and worship in this live. I don’t have too much money and i don´t care about it. I’m Healthy (i think). I’m knowed as a born talent for art expretion. I have to not be bored right?
… But still I getting tired of my living sitatuion, I’m tired of going out with freinds, but i don’t want to stay at home. This situation makes me do nothing for my self and my personal projects.
I see the world as a sick domination by a mass mad society who i wish to love but i can’t. I’m not getting to much knowledge in this world and persons, since i started to became ceptic about this world i became bored.I don’t want to die, still i don’t want to exist. I’m tired of thinking i think.
I’m I getting depressed?
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I had the same think and still having, i was 12.. now 16..
i really can’t live while in this sitatuion
which language is your primary language? also your english is much better than most people even i don’t know english very well.
My born language is Portuguese. Thank you. And you?
I get you. I don’t enjoy thinking about death or dying or pain, but I love the idea of not being alive. It just sounds like the best thing that could possibly happen. I don’t understand at all how other people can be bothered to put up with everything that comes with life. There’s nothing I feel like doing right now, but I don’t feel like doing ‘nothing’ either. I just want to sleep for ever and ever.
where are you from?
Hello i feel exactly like this my entire life really.
So your not the only ones.
We are the only specie that does not know its origins its reason of being alive and is lost.
Is this all a dream ? Is it all self created reality ? is this a Matrix ? Are I (You) a Spirit living inside a body until the body dies ? Do we create our realities if so why is it a living hell ? Where do we come from ? What is our purpose in this life ? Why was i born to this reality that i hate so much ? The questions just keep raising and raising until you go into a deep state of depression or motivation to find out !
Sincerely.John Another Dreamer living in a dream without knowing where he is a Dream a Reality what is Reality can you define it ?
“What is “real”? How do you define “real”? If you ‘re talking about what you can feel, what you can smell, what you can taste and see, then “real” is simply electrical signals interpreted by your brain. – Morpheous