I lost the love of my life to some skanky girl in the grade below me. I lost my mind forever ago. Ive lost meaning in living. ive gave up on caring. ive gave up on trying to be the person my parents want me to be. im done be treated like shit. no cares about me so why even be here. my sister attemted suicide maybe i should too. i mean then i know someone would care. i hate this life. Nothing is getting any better i believe my ex then he breaks me down again by dating one of my friends. everyone tells me they love me but i know its only to keep my here. No body understands me. ive started habbits ive never had before and they are reliving so much stress. FUCK MY LIFE!!!
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Hi, I understand exactly how you feel. I feel like nobody understands me or cares. I don’t have a lying boyfriend but my mum lies to me all the time, and I know how shit that makes you feel. I also keep getting the ‘I love you’ line, like it solves all the problems. I just think they say it to avoid confrontations. I know what you mean about the habits too. I have started seriously self-harming, as a way to relieve stress. It’s the best thing I’ve found so far. What are your habits?
Hello, I know what you are feeling. I to, am so tired of people telling me they love me but do nothing to help me. It’s just words to me.
ohggesss i hate thoughs kind of people fuck them awww i really feel sorry for yhu 🙁
first of all this guy you speak of is a piece of shit for what he is doing to you, and second of all you are not alone, i know how you feel and its such a low and desolate place to be in and third, thats good you found an outlet but if its something harmful then i suggest something safer which i understand if you feel like the more dangerous choice is better cause its kinda like slowly dying but trust me you wont regret it if you go the safe route
… screw up now, and you’ll only forever screw up your later.
Thanks guys and my bad habbit….smoking it can kill me i know. But i hoping it does because i have terrible lungs so i know sooner or later i will die. Thats what my new year resolution is!