It seem that my parents are partially to blame for the black hole the resides inside me. They say they want to best for me, but that includes me not getting to do anything….ever like the time I asked to go to the mall I asked mom and she said ask dad. You know what dad said???? BULLSHIT! Why he said this??? I have no earthly idea. They think its ok for me to just sit here doing nothing while the world goes by. When mom is working, dad is hunting, and little brother is with his friend and being 16 I should have a license but they don’t want me to drive. So I don’t and I couldn’t do jack crap. And they make me feel like shit all the time. My grades aren’t good enough. I’m mediocore. I can’t get into college at the rate I’m going. I can’t do anything right…..