without my daddy i feel so lost….. i miss him so much…. all my mom does is cry and worry about us…. my life that was once a living hell has now becom a living nightmare… i wanna wake up… god someone wake me up from this nightmare and pull me out of this hell!.. the only think keeping me alive is music…. but even that wont keep me hear for long….. God just kill me…. i cant take this hell anymore! someone please kill me.. i dont want to live anymore.. i just want to die.. my dad looked so peacefull…. let me be peacefull too! why god!? why are you doing all this! havent my mother and i suffered enough?!?!? ….. daddy…. come back…… save us…….
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Stay strong. You can’t leave your mom, your all she has left now and she needs you more than ever. What happened to your dad if you don’t mind me asking? How old are you? And I’m sorry for your loss. :/
God loves you and did not take your father without reason.
“He comforts us in all our troubles so that we can comfort others. When they are troubled, we will be able to give them the same comfort God has given us.”
Let God comfort you during this trial, He is the only one who can offer you unending, steady comfort in this world. God has great plans for you, through this God believes in you, that you can help others who are feeling these same things. When you are older and see a younger girl going through this you can be her comfort.
I pray you will realize how amazingly precious you are to you Heavenly Father.
If you ever want to talk please email me 🙂
Love,
Adrianne
altera.ad@gmail.com
hello, write me please, spain2003 ‘at’ yandex.ru please, or lets chat online, I no way want that you stay so terribly despaired, I am fully sensing the terrible state in which you find yourself, please!