I look at my gun and I am so tired, Im 22…been feeling this way for so long, Ive tried everything and it does nothing..I really have no idea why I even registered, will someone care? Why should they? Will it mean something when they desert me like everyone has every done. I dont fear death…hence it adds to my confusion why I am here, if not fear it then why go? I have nothing to live for..just more blood and more pain.
Im tired of getting my ass kicked because I am gay.
Im tired of having no friend or friends to merely use me.
Im tired of live.
Im just so tired..and this rant means nothing.