I look at my gun and I am so tired, Im 22…been feeling this way for so long, Ive tried everything and it does nothing..I really have no idea why I even registered, will someone care? Why should they? Will it mean something when they desert me like everyone has every done. I dont fear death…hence it adds to my confusion why I am here, if not fear it then why go? I have nothing to live for..just more blood and more pain.
Im tired of getting my ass kicked because I am gay.
Im tired of having no friend or friends to merely use me.
Im tired of live.
Im just so tired..and this rant means nothing.
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You are still alive because deep down inside, despite all the evidence to the contrary, you believe that someone cares, will care, or at least should care. And I want you to know, that even if I don’t know you, I care
I hear you bros…I hear you. The people that don’t care do not have the capacity to care. Be well bros….
Kick your ass because you’re gay? That doesn’t sound right. You’re 22, press charges agains those assholes!!! Better yet, I’ll send up my cousin from the Marines up there and kick their asses for you!!! Don’t worry, you’re not alone in that respect, I’m gay also and I get threatened everyday by assholes from school. But I swear, I will go up there with my cousin and teach them real pain. 🙂 Promise. No one should drive you to this point.
Hey man. Put away your gun in a safe place. Press assault charges against the people who are beating you up. Don’t give up. Hey, you can always check out Toronto. We’re the gay capital of the world now.