O god..I am there, thank you for finally giving me the courage..I have been wanting to do this for so long, welcome any pain then this one..A gay diabetic..20 years old..and yet to old to be raped, held a dying friend, beaten by my so called loved ones..Well this curse will be my savior as it plunges into my blood to release me of this..
Im so angry and so full of this..I HATE YOU, that goes to all my so called friend who laughed when I was rapped for being where I wasnt suppose to..my fault I guess..w/e…when he broke my arm the man who so called loved me..GOD how I hate..Im tired of hate and nothing helps it..waiting to die..waiting to die..too soon now..so soon, syringe gone now…sooo soon, please let it work…please let me die
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don’t blame God he didn’t do this to you. and the so called friends will payed for that in a very bad way, be sure of that, God won’t them get away and also the rapist. Please go to councelling just talk about it they will help you get through this cause you’re a strong person you survived this. And don’t surround yourself with people like them. Just get along with people who have a good heart. really hope you’ll get to councelling, will you just try it?