Hey Guys..
It’s me again. I forgot to tell you my name last night. It’s Ashlie. I’m from California. And right now I really need some help. My mother and I got in a huge fight today at dinner, because I’ve been being harassed at school. Some kid threw a syringe at me in 1st period and told me that I was nothing better than a junkie. And over the past two weeks, the same kid and many more of his friends have been touching me and just being complete ass holes. I guess I’m writing to anyone who’s willing to listen because I’m really feeling like shit. I want to cut. I want to drown. I want to hold the gun to my head. I want to swallow too many pills. And wash it down with straight Jack Daniels. If anybody is reading this right now, I could really use some feedback. Anything would be helpful. Please..
Much Love..
Skrattt315
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If you need someone to talk to or listen to you. I’m here. Just let me know because you’re not alone.
What do I do?
I need to feel alive.
Is your mother the only person you’ve told? Have you talked to any teachers about it? I would give the teachers a chance if anything.
No, I told my school nurse. But she didn’t even do anything! I was like..woww, fuck that. Thanks for the advice..I’ll totally try it..I totally agree. Being saved from suicide is more like being captured by life. That’s why by now I’m just like fuck it. Maybe I can finally gain enough courage to go through with it. Well I’m off to school wish me luck :/
And thanks again.
email me sometime.
ashlieloveshim111210@gmail.com
Much Love..
Skrattt315
Teachers shouldnt be letting kids throw syringes in the first place.
The only things i have ever been able to use as a replacement for cutting are taking pills to sleep (dont do this, i have almost died twice from taking too many)
Or working out until i collapse. Takes a lot of motivation though
Hi. It’s strange i said to myself the exact same thing, witht he pills and daniels… but suicide is only a dream in my world, to know what it would do to my friends and family… they would be devistated! Imagine your family? or friends!? Or ME! 🙁 I Wouldn’t be able to live with myself knowing i talked to somone who killed them self! I could have saved you! though i know being saved from suicie is more like being captured by life, PLEASE! I beg of you dont harm yourself! I’ll do anything i can! you can email me, post somthing else, just please! PLEASE! dont kill yourself! 🙁 I feel the sadness already :'(
hey that is definetly fucked up. email me trinity_cale@yahoo.com