I’ve been through it all. I’m not kidding. Sit down and read this. I’m not a fake. I’m 15 years old and surprised as hell that I made it past 13. Since I was 12, I’ve been through rapes, murders, suicides, jails, hospitals, addictions, heartbreak,prostitution, eating disorders, honestly, everything. (If I left something out that you’re struggling with, let me know.) I’m currently still cutting. And I just got out of Juvenile Hall about 3 weeks ago, for the fifth time. The last time I cut was yesterday. I’ve thought about suicide everyday for the last 4 years. I wake up and think of ways to die. I go to sleep praying to a ‘God’ I don’t believe in to take me out of my misery tonight. I’ve attempted suicide 3 times. Pills, drowning, cutting. All failures. I’m currently in therapy. It’s not working. I still want to die. But I have a boyfriend. And he’s amazing. I know it wont last forever, and when it’s over, it’ll hurt really bad. But for now, I need t embrace the moment. I’d really love to talk to anybody who wants to. I’m up for listening. Or talking, whichever you need. So yeah, let’s talk. I’d love to help 🙂
Much Love-
Skrattt315
4 comments
That’s really impressive that you have survived. I know other people who have been through similar things but…I think it says a lot positive about you. The fact that this person is giving you strength and you can say “I’d love to help” is really amazing.
Thanks so much. That means alot. 🙂
Hey, are you gonna check back later? if so, I wouldn’t mind listening. or talking it’ll really be your pick.
Hey sweetie. I’ll be checking on here numerous times a day. Feel free to ask any questions or just post up a conversation. Again, I’m totally open 🙂