General Are you happy you survived a suicide attempt? by RoyWalker 4/3/2011 written by RoyWalker 4/3/2011 Are you happy you’re still here?Â Or do you wish you were dead? 10 comments 0 Email Related posts The brink of addiction 10/20/2021 I think I’m being abused 10/19/2021 I’m not going to make it to 50 10/19/2021 Living Without Motivation 10/19/2021 Cold 10/19/2021 Shades of death 10/19/2021 stuck in the shadows 10/18/2021 10/18/2021 Why Me? 10/18/2021 Goodguy sends love part2 10/18/2021 10 comments social-outcast 4/3/2011 - 4:36 am No i’m not happy i survived, the only good thing is that i know for sure this is the right choice for me. Log in to Reply Rocky90 4/3/2011 - 7:51 am changes all the time, mary go round…nothing is real so i’d rather turn to nothing Log in to Reply blackqwert 4/3/2011 - 7:54 am Im not sure. It’s good ive got a few more day’s of drinkin. Im happy cause i know my method wil work. Still kind of scared of die in. So i survived my attempt i think i just wimped out. It’s going to be fast. You surivived your attempt? Log in to Reply abuse survivor 4/3/2011 - 11:05 am My first and only attempt was over 20 years ago. I regret I did not die, because now I have children (although I don’t regret having them!), but having them means I am trapped in life, no matter how much I want to die. In screw years they will all be grown up… Log in to Reply abuse survivor 4/3/2011 - 11:07 am “a few”…. not “screw”, Log in to Reply blackqwert 4/3/2011 - 11:23 am Why you want to die so bad? you got kid’s. Who abuse you? Look if none of business. Log in to Reply blackqwert 4/3/2011 - 11:44 am Your going to have to wait. If you been abuse reaationship that’s got to fuck you up. Not all people are asshole’s. Hope you work it out. Log in to Reply blackqwert 4/3/2011 - 11:48 am I meant realatonship. Log in to Reply hopetodie 4/3/2011 - 1:26 pm i wish I were dead? id be better off Log in to Reply abuse survivor 4/3/2011 - 7:20 pm @blackquert: my first husband, for 11 years. Then I really fought hard to rebuild my life, only to have it torn apart by husband #2. not only did he leave me, he now does everything to make my life he’ll. Psychologically I am a mess from my difficult life, I’ve been diagnosed with no less than 5 disorders, all driving me to suicide. Takes all my energy all day just to fight that urge. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.