Im not sure. It’s good ive got a few more day’s of drinkin.
Im happy cause i know my method wil work. Still kind of
scared of die in. So i survived my attempt i think i just wimped
out. It’s going to be fast. You surivived your attempt?
My first and only attempt was over 20 years ago. I regret I did not die, because now I have children (although I don’t regret having them!), but having them means I am trapped in life, no matter how much I want to die. In screw years they will all be grown up…
@blackquert: my first husband, for 11 years. Then I really fought hard to rebuild my life, only to have it torn apart by husband #2. not only did he leave me, he now does everything to make my life he’ll. Psychologically I am a mess from my difficult life, I’ve been diagnosed with no less than 5 disorders, all driving me to suicide. Takes all my energy all day just to fight that urge.
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No i’m not happy i survived, the only good thing is that i know for sure this is the right choice for me.
changes all the time, mary go round…nothing is real so i’d rather turn to nothing
Im not sure. It’s good ive got a few more day’s of drinkin.
Im happy cause i know my method wil work. Still kind of
scared of die in. So i survived my attempt i think i just wimped
out. It’s going to be fast. You surivived your attempt?
My first and only attempt was over 20 years ago. I regret I did not die, because now I have children (although I don’t regret having them!), but having them means I am trapped in life, no matter how much I want to die. In screw years they will all be grown up…
“a few”…. not “screw”,
Why you want to die so bad? you got kid’s.
Who abuse you?
Look if none of business.
Your going to have to wait.
If you been abuse reaationship that’s got to fuck you up. Not all
people are asshole’s.
Hope you work it out.
I meant realatonship.
i wish I were dead? id be better off
@blackquert: my first husband, for 11 years. Then I really fought hard to rebuild my life, only to have it torn apart by husband #2. not only did he leave me, he now does everything to make my life he’ll. Psychologically I am a mess from my difficult life, I’ve been diagnosed with no less than 5 disorders, all driving me to suicide. Takes all my energy all day just to fight that urge.