I have it all planned now. Only a lack of braveness or a failure with my overdose will save me.
I’ve spent the best part of 10 years fading in and out of depression, dipping into the thoughts of suicide, even attempting twice. Both times unnoticed by the outside world, although both times fucking my already fucked up body somewhat more.
But this is it. Twice the antidote this time and a plan B. I do not want to survive again. I will not survive again.
But the date of destroyal is a few weeks ago. People need to get to places first. Doses need to arrive.
So I […]