Today I asked myself who I am today?
Today I do not know who I am today…
Things are just no t working out in my world today…
I am definetly not myself today…. wishin’ I had some novacaine…..
My right side of my face is numb…. now a headache arises and causes more pain..
Let it all end and let me movve on in a sweet way that i may rest peacedefully but not in sleep but in death……
That I may actually enjoy…… Yes I admit I am Scared…….Of what you may ask…..
Honestly I cannot explain it but I am scared, and scarred as well……
Take the pain away and let me fly away into the sky..
Just let me dissapear without a second…
I dont ever want to think about it again..