Life is just too difficult. Â I’ve fought for 12 years and nothing’s changed. Â I’m miserable. Â I’ve attempted suicide three times, first time when I was 15, and self-harmed by OD’ing on pain killers. Â I’m in a lot of debt, depressed and I can’t find a job. Â I don’t have friends and have no interest in making any. Â I don’t have a family. Â My parents know my situation but they don’t want to deal with me. Â I’m completely alone and miserable and I’m done fighting. Â I’ve lost all motivation to live.
I’m writing this post just to vent before I’m gone in two weeks.
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You can always file for bankruptcy and start anew, why not try that?
Because my problems surpass those that are only financial. My entire self is just unhappy and lost. I’ve felt like this for years. I tried fighting my depression but I can’t escape my own mind. There were times when I was happy but it didn’t last long. I give up.
Well, I just made a post here.
I’ve been fighting depression for a while, too, and it only goes away for a few days at a time and then pop right back.
I’m sorry we’re in the same boat.
Please dont.
Email me.
Feelthesame9991@yahoo.com
I’m sorry too.
what would you guys do if you knew your sanity was slowly slipping and theres nothing you can do because its all in your head underneath your eyelids while you sleep?
Everyday I got without suicide is like a step closer to the edge. Suicide is what we do to avoid insanity.
if you embrace insanity, you can use it to your advantage, i know that sounds insane too lol
while were talking bout insanity theres this boy i know (Ima girl so im dead ass not talking bout me) and he gets picked on and just picked at and tormented 24/7 and he cut the cats head off and tried to say the cat ran into the box spring of the bed and got its head knocked off in that way who the fuck does that shit!
thats just pure psycho >.>
i know and it was a cute kitten name teapot
awwww poor kitty
and we live by a river and he took a fish and smash it with a rock into a bizzilion pieces
:/ i’m against animal cruelty, i cant even imagine that, i mean i feel bad squishing ants lol
lol i love animals like animals behavior springs off our reactions towards them
definately
How about calling the cops?
That’s some serious psychopathic behavior. Most sociopaths start out harming animals and move on to humans.
If I ever saw anything like it I’m sure I’d take matters into my own hands.
you see i would LOVE too i know how horrible his life is but you see i know his family and hes mom is so fucking retarded nothing rang mental hospital!
Hey imdonenow, my first thought ( about what you said ) was sounds like we can be friends, like outside in the physical world, then my next thought is,, after spending a few hours with me you’re going to be like,, ” daMn yo, my life ain’t that baD maNn, weLl,,,, mmm CYA and,, GOOD LUCK?! ” That’s one of my fears that I have about that’ =\
And about that kid that cut off the cat’s head and smashed that fish, no offense to the kid but,,, that’s like, the psycho-killer type. I’m feeling deep frustration right now, the abuse he must have gone through to become the way he is now,,,, for alot of you, consider yourself fawken lucky..
The hatred that I have for ‘you’ people arouses. Puts me more in pain, but less blind…. I wish for not I to end, but you all
If i was strong enough. I Would have called u to india to stay with me. U deserve all the happiness and fun u never had.
I feel alone too…im done with everything…=/