Nothing is what i feel, Nothing is what i am. Lost in fear forever. Fear of the future, fear of aging, fear of even dieing. Lost in my conscience, which is an impenetrable prison. I have no suicidal thoughts now nor happy thoughts, just sadness, sometimes today i even broke into silent tears in school, i could not help myself. As i watch the terrible things that happen in the world i immediatly think “What if that me” What if i got murdered, what if i was a victim of an earthquake, What if i got an inccurable disease. Everything is just so strange, life is just draining me slowely and slowely until im left alone forever. This is a Fuckin crazy Life.
Oh God, Im going to be alone all my life
3 comments
honestlyt this is ridiculus, i just wrote what i felt
This sounds rather poetic, I think it’s amazing that you can express yourself that beautifully. I agree that the world is crazy and is essentially a hell hole. And you don’t have to be suicidal to be depressed, though many seem to think so and want to fix you into a certain category. And you’re not ever truly alone, that’s what the internet is for silly head ^_^
ya i guess thanku for your kind words 🙂