Im so dizzy. I been like this for awhile but it wont go away. I cant even walk straight anymore. I have a killer headache. Did someone hit me with an hammer? Its killing me. Even if i tell my mom she would just complian cause im always hurt. WELL I CANT HELP THAT! Im sad and i dont know what to do with myself anymore. I dont even know what to do with this life. My friend is graduating early and i wont ever see him again v- v. Im tired of this. I just want to crawl in bed and never wake up. I cant stand the fake smiles. I cant stand the fake laughter. Im tired of people asking me if im okay. NO IM NOT FUCKING OKAY. I know your concern but please controll your life before you help someone elses. Like i said, im tired and i just want this pain to stop. I cant wait to fall asleep and never wake up.
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Hi, sorry to hear about your headaches, your mother should be more receptive… If it gets really painful (and it seems like it already has…) you could try taking a small dose of aspirin, or if you’re allergic/don’t keep aspirin in the house, you could try some cola or a drink with caffeine in it, since that can help to reduce inflammation too… Hope conditions improve.
Touching post…I can’t feel myself in space, if you can relate to what that might feel like. I have to fake it all the time and act like I know what I’m doing and it’s strengthened my will in some areas. I’ve chosen to be real with all the symptoms because I can’t do anything else. Whether people can handle it or not, and I know it’ll make you real uncomfortable too…at least it’s real…what’s real and being real about what’s real (at least for me) has helped the most. I’m dizzy and have a sickly feeling all the time. You’re doing your best and as best you can be gentle with yourself cause the experience is relentless and painful. Take care.